Can't relate

Marriage

I woke up from someone's knocking on my door. I didn't slept good from all the thoughts i had. What about Ryan? He is probably so worried about me,if he cares tho. He is a player so he kissed me probably because of his stupid little games. All i wanted was a hug,a hug from my mom. My real mom. She is probably protecting me in some way. Maybe the guy who i was sold to,is a good guy. I don't know.

"You need to leave in five" a guy yelled trough the door. I was really good in getting ready fast,learned from my dad. Always on time,if not he will beat me to almost death. I did my hair,made my bed and dressed up in comfy sweatpants and a hoodie.

I got downstairs and the guy who talked to me yesterday came and looked at me with annoyed face. He was checking me out? From bottom to top he checked every detail of me. And he was more annoyed.

"What the fuck are you wearing? And that hair?" he was even disgust. What was i supposed to wear? A dress? A costume?

"Ugh,i can't look at you anymore. Go shower and put a dress." now he is frustrated. Bipolar i see. I'm the same. First annoyed,second disgusted and now frustrated. I can't understand him.

"I don't have...a dress" i said,looking down. If i looked in his eyes,he was going to kill me,probably.

"You fucking serious?" he was calling someone "Alexander buy a fucking dress and be fast" he hang up. And moved his head looking at my room's door,so it's probably a sign that i need to go to it.

He was watching every move i made,from my clumsy feet,almost falling to closing my door. He was like a stalker. I made it to the shower. Waiting for the hot water to touch my skin. My hair was greasy. So i needed to dry my hair after the shower too.

After i left the shower quickly and went to the dresser to dry my hair,someone knocked on my door.

"Yeah,come in" he came and put a long,dark blue dress on my bed. My eyes widened,i opened my mouth in shock. The dress was amazing.

I was looking at it for probably a good 5 minutes,before letting myself to touch it. The material was amazing. The best dress I've ever seen. This was my second time in my life wearing a dress. My mom thought that i was too young for dresses. So i forgot about their existence.

I quickly dried my hair and put the dress on. I had a good figure. So the dress fitted me perfectly.

I went downstairs and saw someone new,probably the guy i was sold to talking with the guy from this morning. They heard me going down almost tripping. All eyes were on me.

I got to the main floor without falling and looked at the guy i was sold to. His dark brown eyes locked with mine for a moment before i looked away.

"So that's the girl" his voice was deep. I could've smell his cologne.

"Yeah. That's the girl" both of them were checking me out. I was trying to look at their eyes but i couldn't.

"I don't like her" he said. Yeah,i was not a beautiful girl so i that's why. The guy from this morning was angry at me. He was going to kill me. I wanted to run.

I looked at him and he was angrier than i was thinking. I was scared so i tried to ran away but someone grabbed me. He did

"I.will.kill.you" he said through his teeth and swapped me. I fell on the floor touching the bruised side of my face. I was bleeding. He was beating me. I wanted to stand up,but i couldn't. I heard someone opening the front door and everything went black.

I woke up in my room. Still in that dress.

I felt my body screaming in pain. He was a lot stronger than my dad. My dad was nothing compared to him. Someone came to my room,but i couldn't quite see,because one of my eyes was not opening and the other was hopeless in that moment. I was laying on my right said so i couldn't see anything with my right eye.

"If she wakes up,put her in my car" someone said. It sounded like the guy who i was going to be sold to. I wanted to end all of this. I tried to sit but i couldn't.

"Help her" the same guy said. Another came and helped me to sit. I was trying to focus on something. My left eye still closed. The guy grabbed my head so i was looking at his face. He had blue eyes,blonde hair and many tattoos.

"She needs a doctor" he said looking at all of my bruises. He furrowed his eyebrows at one of them

"Is this an old one?" his voice was low. I nodded. He did too. He grabbed his phone and called to someone.

"Hi,I'm Alexander i need you for something" the doctor  probably,said something and Alexander hang up. They left the room. I was still sitting trying to focus. Alexander came after 5 minutes with water and a sandwich.

"Here,you can eat at least" i shook my head. The last thing i wanted to do is to eat.

"You need to eat. I know it's the last thing you want to do,but do it for someone you love" he said. Is he reading my mind? I nodded. And started eating my sandwich.

"How old are you?" he asked

"Seventeen,you?" he widened his eyes

"He lost his mind. Twenty. I'm Alexander by the way" we shook our hands. "I'm Sarah,you already probably know" he nodded. He was not a talkative person,so was i.

The doctor came looking at me. His eyes also widened at me. I was so bruised and bad looking probably. He didn't said anything and started doing his job. Alexander and him were looking at every bruise i had.

"She's going to be fine in two or three days. Till then don't!" Alexander nodded and both of them left the room. Now what? Do i go with them? I tried to stand up,but someone came and pushed me on the bed. The guys i was going to be sold to.

"Don't" he cared?

"Why do you even care? You're going to do the same?" i was so annoyed. And that's nothing like me. I've never did that. My eyes widened as i said that. He is going to kill me "I'm sorry" i said and closed my eye because he lifted his hand up. I thought he will hit. But he didn't. He was confused.

"I'm not going to hit you. And i care,you will be my wife" his what? I was going to be sold not marring to this person i don't even know.

"He didn't told your right. We are going to marry. My and your dad had that kind of deal. We were going to marry when you were fifteen i think,but something happened and your dad left all mafia deals and now he  wanted to do it again" he smiled. So it's all to my dad.

"Are you going to say something?" he saw my annoyed face.

So the guy from yesterday was lying to me. I was going to marry to this person.

"I'm Jackson" he smiled again. He probably knew my name so i didn't said anything. All i wanted to do is to sleep.

What about Ryan? What about my emotions? What about everything i had built in my life? Everything is gone now...

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I want to write longer chapters but it's really difficult,i will try,but don't know about it. Hope you like it ❤