Can't relate

The ball

Hi,i want to talk about the last chapter more specific about the last thing that happened. I know it's not realistic,but you will find why he did that later in this chapter :)

I was in my room trying to find something to wear. The thing was still in me and in that point was painful. I don't know why he did that and what is happening with him. He probably thinks I'm like one of his whores.

(I don't like any words like whore and etc and they are completly disrespectful but i had to use it)

That's why he treats me like that,one day he is the worst,the next he puts that thing in me,like what the actual fuck. 

I went to my bathroom and threw the thing in the bin. It was easy to get out,if he asks i will tell him it's still in me. 

I remembered that he never told me when i need to be ready. So i thought i will ask Alexander or Victorio. I think i trust Victorio,he is a good guy,we had a good time talking.

I left my room and just in time,Alexander came. 

"Where are you going?" we locked eyes for a moment. He was a good guy too,i don't know what happened to him last night or just yesterday. He was strange,i will find out everything soon.

"I-i was going to ask you when i need to be ready for the ball,if you know" he nodded and did a gesture with his fingers to follow him,probably for the dress i need to wear.

I remembered that i was supposed to feel uncomfortable from the thing inside of me so i walked like i was. I heard him stop so i did too,i turned towards him and he narrowed his eyes.

"What is happening with you,why do you walk like that?" i looked at him confused,not sure what i was supposed to do i had luck this time and Jackson came.

"Because of me,do you have a problem?" he said. Alexander's eyes widened,he looked at me before he replied 

"No i don't,i-i have something to do" he left really fast and i saw Jackson smirking face looking at me. Is he trying to make Alexander jealous? I shook my head and i tried leaving too,but i felt Jackson's hand pulling me towards him

"Do you still have it in you?" he whispered in my ear i gulped before nodding. "Good girl" he whispered again. I wanted to slap him,but instead i grabbed his hand and dragged him to my room so we can actually talk.

In the moment i closed my door, he pushed me to it,i tried to escape but i couldn't so instead i started talking  
"What the fuck is happening with you? First you look at me all grossed from who knows what,second you randomly start being nice and third you put a fucking thing in me! And if you don't know i'm not one of your stupid whores!" he let me go when i said that. He looked angry and in the same time he calmed himself,before trapping me again between his cold body and the door.

"Look you're mine and i will do whatever i want with you" he spat the last word. 

"I'm not yours or anybody's, I'm not an object. It's my dad's fault not mine" i almost cried. But i couldn't let him know in how much pain i was.

"I don't fucking care,who's fault it is. I don't have time for that. You have a mission on the ball today." he let me go i stopped breathing for a moment or two so i had to regain my breath.

"You need to seduce someone,go with him in is house and do whatever you need to till we come and get him. That's it. You need to be downstairs in 6pm" he said that and left my room. 

And all of a sudden he was bad to me again. I don't know what's happening with him and Alexander like they really switch bodies all the time. 

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