Can't relate

Death

"I need her to be trained" i heard Jackson saying,while i was heading to the kitchen. He sounded angry.

I don't know what's happening with him for the past 4 days,he talked to me once,saying i was annoying and he didn't wanted me in his room. Alexander talked to me once too. He said that Jackson wants to talk to me this morning. I don't know what i did wrong,but something happened i guess.

"She needs someone pattient,Alexander you will train her." so i will be trained without my permission. I want to,but I'm not sure if i want to kill people tho. I went in the kitchen and they all turned to me. He had like 20 people standing and waiting for his orders.

"Leave" they all nodded and left. I wanted to leave too,but he grabbed my wrist and pulled me to him.

"What do you want?" i asked. He pushed me towards a chair and i sat down. His eyes were full of lust,he was probably drunk. Every night he was coming home in the morning,yelling at everyone and looking at me in disgust.

"I want y-you to le..ave" he said. Yeah,he was drunk. I shook my head and grabbed a cup of water. Our eyes locked for a moment,before Alexander came

"Jack- I'm sorry,i will come later" he had something in his hands. Like a note.

"No,stay. You" he pointed at me "Leave and don't come here" he stopped for a moment and said "Dusgusting" he is really,really drunk. I was not in the mood to deal with Jackson so i left. I had nothing to do all day.

I was not the lover of school,but still i didn't hated it because of my friends i missed Josh,Eva and Missy,they were my best friedns for more than 5 years. Of course i missed Ryan too,but he probably had another girl with him already.

Ryan's POV

"Ryan Mason,you're in History,you can't sleep in here. If i see you doing the same thing again i will send you to the Principal!" the teacher said. I hadn't slept well since Sarah went missing. My family and I searched everywhere,we told the police and no one had found her. She went missing like she went invisible. I knew something bad happened to her,but I don't know what.

I and Josh,even her other friends - Eva and Missy tried pulling out everything we knew after she went missing,but still nothing.

I tried going to a party,but even when i was drunk i still talked about her. I tried so many times calling,e-mailing,everything...even went to visit her dad in prison. All he said was 'you will pay for everything'

I'm not scared of him,but he probably had something to do with Sarah missing. He was a really bad guy. I don't know how she survived everything he did to her.

"Anything new?" i asked Eva,we were closer with her. She had dirty blonde hair,blue eyes and an amazing voice. I liked her,but Sarah was my girl,i wanted her. Eva was like my sister.

"Yes i found something that could lead us to the last place she was." she saw my confused face and we went to her house. We did every reaserch in her house and she was pretty smart,so Eva was the brain of the group.

She pointed to something like a tracking device

"This is something i put in the back of Sarah's ear,i know,gross and stupid but she was okay with it,we all have one of that. It's something like a tracking device. I knew it's hers. It was blocked till yesterday i found it infront of her house." i was confused for a moment

"So someone found it. After they removed it,they unlocked it and left it infront of her house so you can find it" she nodded. So they can probably track us too,she realized the same thing.

"I-i'm so stupid" she shook her haid and destroyed the little thing. "They know where we are" i don't know who are 'they' but i guess we will find out soon.

"We need to hide in-" she shushed me,faster than i could react and grabbed my wrist pulling me out of her house. We went far from her house and i heard a bomb,her house was in fire after seconds.

"I-I'm so sorry" i said. Her house was on fire because of me. I was so into Sarah thing that i was not thinking stright,we could've got hurt

"It's not your fault it's mine,i was stupid. They heard everything we said and they tracked me going to my house" she shook her head.

We called 911 immediately,they came in 5 minutes. We told them everything we knew about Sarah. We all hadn't slept,ate or even talk to someone else than us and our parents.

Sarah's POV

All i had to do today was shower.They forgot about me,but i knew something happened,all i heard was 'searching' 'bombs around her house,while she is there' 'tracking device' and that's it. They haven't found my tracking device that Eva put in the back of my ear for safety or they did? I don't know.

Someone knocked on my door,while i was trying to choose a movie to watch.

"Yeah,come in" Alexander came,looking tired. He always had a welcoming smile,but not today.

"Jackson wants you in his office" i nodded and we left. He walked me to his office and opened the door for me and left.

"You wanted to tal-" Jacskon interrupted me

"First i found a tracking device in the back of your ear,second one of your friends is dead and third you will be trained by Alexander every day. You need to be at the gym in 7am,that's it. Leave" was all he said. I looked in his eyes, still disgusted as earlier

"My what is dead?!"

First i was sold to him,second he killed one of my friends and all he had to say it's leave. My eyes were full of tears,i wanted to let them,but i knew if i do it i will look weak

"Look,i can't deal with your probeblems,if you have any questions,go ask Alexander i have work" his voice and face were emotionless. I thought he was a good man,but all i see is a stupid emotionless asshole,who didn't gave a fuck about others. I hate him,i wanted him dead.

"You know what,i hope one day when i wake up,Alexander to tell me you died,by someone who you loved. Wait i forgot the only person you love and care about is your fucking self" i spat the last part. I really wanted to kill him,but i knew the person will end up dead was probably going to be me.

He was in shock for a moment,before switching to his emotionless self again. I left before he could say anything back.

I wanted to go in my room and cry,but i had so many questions,so as Jackson said if i had any questions to ask Alexander so that's what i did.

I knocked on his door

"Come" he sounded really tired but i couldn't help myself,i was too curious.

"Hey,i know you're tired,but can you explain everything about my friend's death. I need to know"

"Yeah,fine. They were trying to find something about you,so Jackson put bombs around their house while they were there" i was shocked. He killed one of my friends for trying to find me? I realized i was crying. Alexander came and hugged me tight,till i stopped crying. So many things happened and he was the only person caring about me. We talked once and that's all,but i felt like i knew everything about him.

"I will tell you something that he doesn't know" i nodded so he can continue "i think your friend is alive,i saw two figures moving away in the last 20 seconds,before the bomb" i felt like everything was perfect again

"Really? I hope so" we smiled at each other.

I probably fell asleep in him,because i woke up in the middle of the night in my bed. All i wanted now was revenge on Jackson.

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I know i haven't posted in a while,but school is too much and i don't have time. And sorry for all the mistakes i have ❤