My Unwanted Soul

Chapter 5

ANGELS POV

Lexis been here for two months now. I was glad that she was finally coming around. It was hell when she resented me. I loved her with everything I had, and I was glad she could finally see that.

My wolf has been going crazy though. He was very dominant. He wanted her to submit to him. In every way possible. But I had a very large extent of self control, I've been able to keep him under control. I don't know how much longer I could hold him back.

I love Alexis, and I would never hurt her. But my wolf is a lot more passionate than me. He wants to take her, make her his, so that everyone would know.

Sometimes, his demeanor slips out, usually provoked by lexis arousal. The sweet intoxicating smell of her passion, knowing that she wants us just as much as we want her... It's exhilarating.

I knew that I would love my mate, and that she would be a queen. But when I seen Alexis, I didn't realize how much my life would change. Everything is about her, my life revolves around her.... And I don't mind.

I was snapped out of my thoughts, by my fathers voice ringing out in my head. 'Angel, my office please,' my father said and I went downstairs to his office door, not even bothering to knock. "What's up, pops," I asked. He looked at me and said, "she's been here for awhile now, Angel."

I knew this would come. My father was getting older now and tired. He was ready to give me the alpha position months ago. But I wanted to wait till I found and mated my mate fully. I sighed and said, "I know, dad, but I can't pressure her."

"You've had her for two months, she's not marked or mated..... You can't even take her in front of the whole pack on fear one of the unmated makes will attempt something on her," my father said, earning a growl from me. There's no way in hell I'll ever let another man touch what's mine. I ran my hands through my hair and said, "soon,dad. Soon."

He sighed and said, "I'll give you four days, Angel. The ceremony will be set, whether you two are fully mated or not." I scowled but nodded, leaving his office. I was filled with frustration.

Alexis was with one of the pack woman downstairs in the kitchen. I could smell her scent and I knew she was okay, so I went up to our room. I collapsed face first on the bed and let out a frustrated growl. I knew she wasn't ready for the intimacy of being in a relationship yet, and I didn't want to force her, but I couldn't present her in front of my pack without mating her. She's going to be their Luna and without everlasting scent stuck to her, the unmated males draw to her will be too powerful.

I didn't want to have to end one of my own pack members lives for something they wouldn't have much control over. So I knew, somehow, I'd have to mate Lexi. Or at the very least mark her.

I frowned and growled again. If she wasn't so stubborn I would've done it the first day I found her, and we wouldn't be in this predicament. But I'm not going to lie, her hard head is one of the things I loved most about her. She kept me on my toes.

I was conflicted, to say the very least. I sat on the edge of the bed and ran my hands through my hair, leaving it in destruction. I let out a big sigh once more. "Are you okay," a soft, melodious voice asked me.

I looked up into the beautiful soft eyes of my mate. I smiled and said, "there's something we need to talk about."

ALEXIS POV

"So.... In four days... I'll be the new luna," I whispered and Angel nodded his head. "That's not all," he mumbled. I looked at him, nervously, and asked, "what do you mean?"

He cleared his throat and said, "I want to be mated by then...... But I don't want to rush you, but I also don't want to make you Luna without you having my scent." I sat there in silence for a moment. He hasn't even marked me yet, but he expected me to have sex with him? I am NOT that kind of girl.