My Unwanted Soul

Chapter 7

I've been staying in my own room now, and avoiding Angel. I don't understand how he could tell me he loves me but he won't complete the mating process with me. He was so confusing.

Tonight was the ceremony to pronounce me and him as Alpha and Luna. I was neither marked nor mated and Alpha Dominick was still making Angel present me. I was nervous because I knew the pull that the unmated male wolves would feel towards me. Maybe even some unmated she wolves, depending on their preference.

What do I wear for something like this? Do I go elegant or classy casual? It's times like this where I really wish I could talk to my mom. I missed my home pack so much, especially now.

There was a knock on my door and then it opened and Angel walked in. I rolled my eyes and turned away , walking to the bathroom mirror. I fixed up my makeup as he watched. "Did I do something wrong," he finally spoke up. I just looked at him, with a look of such disbelief at his stupid question.

I let out a sarcastic chuckle but continued with my makeup. "Alexis.. Please tell me," his voice held urgency. I rolled my eyes and said, "it's nothing, Angel. If you don't want to mark me or mate with me, then so be it." He laughed. The complete idiot really stood there laughing in my face.

I whipped around and went to punch him. He quickly weaves out of the direction of my fist. He grabs my arms and said, "that's what this is about? Lex, you got it all wrong!" I have him a glare and said, "you practically rejected me!" He shook his head profusely and said, "babe, trust me when I say, I would love nothing more than to throw you down on this bed and ravage you. But I don't think you'd be ready for what I have planned." My insides warmed at the intimacy of his words and the thoughts they brought to my mind.

Yeah yeah, I had a dirty mind. Oh well, get over it. How could I not when my mate looked like a damn sex god? I had needs too, ofcourse my needs have never been met.... But that doesn't mean I didn't crave intimacy. "What do you have planned," I asked him. He looked directly into my eyes and said, "promise you won't look at me different when I tell you?" "I promise," I told him.

He let out a sigh and sat us both at the edge of the bed. "Every time I look at you, I get this urge. This crazy urge where I just want to be in you, hearing you scream my name as you make the sexiest love faces..." There was no doubt I was already blushing, but he continued, "but with my sexual desires comes danger, Alexis. I want to make love to you but at the same time I want to fuck you like no other. I wanna handcuff you to the bed and have my way with you." Well, this was news.

"I want to bend you over my knee and spank you till your ass turns purple," his eyes grew black with lust. I didn't expect my body to react this way from just his words. I tightened my legs together as my core throbbed. He took a deep breath and said, "dammit, Alexis, you have no idea how hard it is to control myself right now." He closed his eyes, but the last thing I wanted from him right now was his self control. I stood up on front of him and took off my shirt and shorts. I was left in a baby blue bra and thong. "Open your eyes, Angel," I said, sternly. When he did, his eyes widened and blackened as he marveled at my body. I pushed him back onto my bed and let my barely clad womenhood sit on his lap. "Don't control yourself," I whispered in his ear.

"Alexis, you don't know what you're getting yourself into," he warned me in a sexy, husky tone. "Then show me," I almost moaned out. In an instant, he flipped our positions and he had me on my stomach with my ass up in the air. He leaned up behind me on the bed, while on his knees. He ran his hands all on my body till he reached my ass.

I looked behind me and up at him. His hand went back and slapped down on my behind. He bit his lip and said, "this is all mine!" He slapped my behind again and let his hand travel from my butt to my throbbing wet core. His fingers just touched me, teasing me. Till finally he just thrust one finger inside me and I screamed out in surprise.