Goddess of Tragic Love

Just to see a Old Friend {17}

Bucky entered next with medical supplies in his hand. As well as food in the other.

"Well hello there soldier." I didn't open my eyes I could just hear his mind.

He didn't say anything except opening a small door pushing the medical supplies in and then the food. I didn't need the food I could go months without eating.

I stood up and walked to grab the kit. I picked it up and stood up straight. "I don't need the food... thanks though." I smiled. I tried to make it look as genuine as I could.

"You haven't ate though. You've been here for almost two weeks. You have to be starving..." he looked worried.

"I was also asleep for one of those weeks." I pointed out. "How are your memories?" I asked

"Complete... thanks for that." He seemed shy.

"No problem. It was the least I could do for erasing a few. I am no better than Hydra." I whispered that last part but the cell must have mics that pick up quiet sounds for he just had really good hearing because he looked sympathetic for me at the end.

I felt my humanity slipping back. A tear slipped out of my left eye. I don't understand why my humanity is on a tipping edge every time I was near him. I quickly wiped my tear away.

"I should probably fix my face... thanks for this." I shook the kit in my hand and nodded to him.

"Yeah no problem doll" he looked surprised that he called me doll. He seemed to smile a little also to himself. He quickly turned away and walked out.

'Loki my humanity... it's turning back on.' I could no longer push my humanity down. If I lost it and it turned back on. I wouldn't be able to finish my plan. I wouldn't be as ruthless. A loud clank ripped across the cell.

I looked down and saw I dropped the first aid kit. I was trembling. My body was shaking uncontrollably. Tears were streaming from my eyes. I tumbled to my bed and sat down and placed my head into my hands. I casted a quick illusion to the rest of them.

I was sobbing and shaking. My powers were shooting from my hands. I ripped the power repentant off my neck. There wasn't anything I could control except for my illusion.

'Loki help please...' I cried.

Loki came in a few seconds after I called for him. All he saw was my illusion. I casted it so he could see me. I looked up and we caught eye contact.

He opened the door and came rushing to me I fixed the illusion so it seemed like he was outside watching me.

He pulled me into his arms and held me there. "Elissa what's happening." He asked

"My humanity it's turning back on..." I whispered. "I was hoping Odin would know what to do but I know he wouldn't." I cried into his shoulder.

Bucky came in to the room. Me and Loki both froze. My empathy mist was flowing through the air... straight to him...

I quickly pulled my illusion down.

"Elissa what are you doingggg" Loki sang into my ear

Bucky looked at us and then looked at me. He studied me and took in my current state.

"BUCKY RUN!!" I yelled... shaking violently.

Bucky took off running once he saw the mist surrounding him. I pulled the illusion back up as soon as he left.

"Loki I can't control it..." I cried

My omnipotence started seeping through my hands. It crawled around the room. I tried my best to keep it stable. One wrong move and the whole building will blow.

"Oh no.." I whispered watching it travel. I jumped up and started pacing while I was sobbing and breaking. "TURN OFF.... AHH" I yelled. I started to bang my head with my hands. I was desperate. Loki got up and walked to me. He slowly approached me.

Once Loki was in front of me he grabbed my arms and held me into a hug not letting go. "I'm my worst nightmare Loki. Oh my, I've done terrible things. I've killed millions. I've destroyed two huge populated city's" My knees gave out from right under me.

"Elissa you need to calm down." He rubbed my back in a circular motion. An attempt to calm me down. One that failed.

"Loki it's 3 thousand years worth of emotions.. hitting me all at once..." I cried. "And I've destroyed 10 city's during my time. I've killed a bunch of people." I was sobbing at this point. I didn't want to think about all of the people I had killed.

Bucky came back in. He looked around study the illusion. This man was not stupid that's for sure.

"Elissa... Loki... what's going on?" Bucky actually seemed worried.

I pulled the illusion back down for him. Bucky looked at me than at Loki. "Your cuts are gone" he mumbled. I didn't even notice that they healed. I guess my healing was out of control as well. "What's going on though."

Loki looked down at me almost to ask if it was okay to tell him. I nodded. I pulled myself together and stood up. Loki followed and kept an arm around me.

Since illusions were the only thing I could control right now, I decided I would just show them instead. "Come here please.. Bucky" he walked into the cell with us and stood in front of me.

I shakily waved my hand in front of me and Loki. We watched as the scene around us changed. It changed to 3 thousand and 2 hundred years ago. Right after my 3rd love was killed in a battle.