resurrect my dead heart [KiriBaku x depressed! reader]

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Meanwhile in the boys locker room...

"bakugou, kirishima... y'all got something to say" sero pursed his lips, ducking them out. "no" bakugou grumbled. "what do you mean, bro" kiri asked. "you and l/n of course" sero said. "yup me and bakubro are dating her" kirishima said proudly. "ooh, get some , kirishima" denki cheered. kirishima chuckled.

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we were training in the gym with weights and sparring corners. bakugou and kirishima were sparring and I was doing bench presses while I had mina spot me. more like goof off with denki and use spotting me as an excuse.

a good 10-15 bench presses later, the 150 pounds of weight had started to feel heavy. "mina" I call. no response. "mina" the weights had dropped to my chest, causing pain. I could just barely keep the from crushing my ribs, but still. no response. "mina!" I called a bit louder.

she didn't hear, but someone else did as I saw a pair of large, rough hands take the weight. that same pair of hands grabbed me and hugged me tight. "god sweetface. you scared me!" my red head boyfriend nuzzled into my neck.

"WHAT THE HELL, PINK SHIT!" bakugou yelled, startling everyone. "what!" mina asked concerned. "YOU ALMOST KILLED MY GIRLFRIEND!" bakugou screeched. "I-I didn't see her" mina said in her defense. "THAT'S THE WHOLE FUCKING POINT OF SPOTTING! YOU WATCH AND MAKE SURE THE PERSON YOU'RE SPOTTING DOESN'T GET FUCKING CRUSHED" bakugou snapped. "and the person you were spotting was my honey bun! that's unmanly, mina!" kiri glared. "guys i'm not dead so calm your tits" I say. bakugou walks over to me and hugs me protectively. "I just don't want you getting hurt" he says looking down. "i'm fine" I say, kissing both of their cheeks.

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I decide to eat lunch on the roof. just switching things up a bit. heh... we all know i'm lying. I didn't want to sit with my lovers because I didn't want to have a chance to burst and tell them about the events following their leave of the night prior. it would hurt me if they found out, fell out of love and left me. i couldn't be able to take that heart break.

"Bun, i'm going to ask you again and you're not gonna tell me your fine. what's going on?" i hear a stern kirishima say. "eij i'm gonna say the same thing. i'm-" "don't lie to us, dollface" bakugou says walking up next to kiri. "we know there's something going on. you're practically avoiding us. what's going on in that beautiful head of yours? you know you can tell us" kiri says. "eij, kat i'm-" "no you're not. stop lying. it's not getting you anywhere" katsuki said crossing his arms. "i'm fi-" "i told you i didn't want to hear that excuse, baby. i just want to be there for you and i can see that you have something going on and i really want to know so i can help" kirishima says. i decide to get them to stop a different way. i walk up to bakugou and kiss him. surprisingly, he pulls away. "oh no you don't. you're not getting out of this" he growls. i just go sit down and continue eating my lunch. that was the plan. just eat until they leave. that was supposed to happen, but instead i got pinned by kiri. "you better tell me what's going on. i'll warn you, i like to bite" kirishima growls.

i turn my head away. kirishima isn't taking it so he grabs my chin and roughly kissed me. he traced kisses down my jaw and to my neck. "so what's your plan? kiss me till i tell you" i asked. kiri looks up momentarily. "put it how you want bunny but yeah" he said. this carries on till he find the sensitive spot on my neck. my breath hitched when he kissed. "aha" he says victoriously. he bit hard on it almost drawing blood. something slipped. something you should never let slip if you're making out with someone and you don't want the situation to escalate. and quite frankly, i didn't want this one to.

if you guessed that i moaned then you're damn right. it was loud and well.... by the looks of it... bakugou... was.... well... horny. son of bitch. "damn baby, you should make those noises more often" kirishima said. at this point, my wrist were in excruciating pain from the pressure kirishima was putting on my wounds. i slipped out of his grip and left the roof.

seriously bro! and right in front of my salad! i thought. i got to class before everyone else. i sat and drew for the rest of lunch and the rest of school. that afternoon, everyone left and it was just me, aizawa... and wooptie doo. my horny ass boyfriends. well, there not as horny after i had stormed off the way i did. "Honey-" "y/n" i corrected, leaving him shocked. "um... i wanted to apologize for what i did" i hug him. "it's ok. just never do it again. don't try to get something out of me by making out with me" i say, kissing his cheek. "ok" he said. "Baby-doll... i'm sorry" "ehem- y/n" i said. "please... i'm sorry" bakugou looked at his feet. "it's alright. just learn boundaries. both of you" i said. i hug them both and leave.

someday.... i promise... i promise i'll tell you... but i can't right now... i can't lose you like everyone else... i wouldn't be able to handle it. you're too good to me and i love you both... i don't deserve to have you in my life... i'm sorry i can't tell you... it's for the best, trust me... but i can say you keep me going when all i believe is i don't deserve my place on this world... thank you. for being you. you deserve someone better and i have no idea why you love me, but i'll do anything for your happiness.