resurrect my dead heart [KiriBaku x depressed! reader]

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"mornin' kiddo" aizawa said as I walked down the stairs. "hey dad- I mean aizawa" I said. I looked at my feet as he chuckled. "you're up early. want to eat breakfast with me, kid" he said setting plates on the table. "sure" I reply walking to the table, sitting down. we ate together and talked. it actually felt as though he was my dad. a father figure, so to say.

we arrived at school. he went to the teacher's lounge and I, to class. soon, bakugou walked in. I grabbed his uniform tie and slammed him into a wall. "what's got your panties in a twist, HAH?!" he growled. "YOU, DUMBASS! ever since I won the sports' festival, you've been pissed with me! WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM" I yell ignoring the concerned stares of classmates as they walk in. "THAT'S EXACTLY IT!" bakugou exclaimed in frustration. "WHAT IS!?" I shout. "YOU WON AND IT'S NOT FAIR!" he howled. "WELL NEWS FLASH, BABE! LIFE'S NOT FAIR! GET USED TO IT! you wanna know how many unfair actions i've witnessed and been subjected to! to many to count! and I haven't gone ignoring people because they treated me unfairly, HAVE I! I DIDN'T PRESSURE YOU INTO TELLING ME WHY YOU IGNORED ME, why you weren't talking to me, why you were calling me clingy... why you made me feel... like it was.. my fault" tears had escaped my eyes as I let him go and walked away. bakugou grabbed my wrist and pressed me into a kiss. "don't ever say it's your fucking fault! it was me being a selfish, childish bastard! hell, I was acting worse than icy hot" bakugou said pulling away. Todoroki looked at bakugou with confusion and disgust. "i'm sorry, baby bear" I heard 'aw's erupt from our classmates whom had gathered 'round for the juicy gossip. "shut up extras" bakugou grumbled.

"Bun~ you're forgetting someone~" kiri sang with a smirk. I rush up and wrap my arms around his neck and kiss him as he spins me around. "I missed you" I said. "I missed you too honey " kiri chuckled. "wait... look at bakubro's hair- pfft" kiri pointed at bakugou's hair. it was completely combed down. sero joined in laughing. I held in a snort of laughter. "HAH! SHUT UP SHITTY HAIR! I'LL BLAST YOU ALL THE WAY TO HELL!" bakugou screeched. "b-babe calm down" I said, holding in my giggles. then it poofed up again. I broke out into a fit of laughter and giggles. kirishima and bakugou stopped their yelling and stared at me. "heh I guess I can still manage to get you both flustered" I said still laughing.

suddenly bakugou scooped me up and carried me to his seat. "b-bakugou what're you doing" I whispered, quite flustered. he didn't answer, instead he sat down and place me between his legs, hugging me from behind. he buried his head in my neck and breathed in my smell. this put me at ease. having him close, feeling his touch. I leaned into it, the feeling being calming to my tired, defensive body and mind. I had completely made myself vulnerable to him and kirishima, the whole world disappearing when we touched. I soon drifted into an unconscious state where my body didn't move, but I could hear, feel, and smell what was going on. until everything disappeared.

3rd person

"I guess pebble's all worn out" kirishima said, looking contently at his lover whom had fallen asleep. "alright, everyone-" aizawa came in before cutting himself off, realizing his adoptive child laid unconscious in the class hothead's arms. he rolled his eyes and walked over to bakugou to carry the said girl to an appropriate place to nap. that of which was the teacher's lounge sofa. she's had a stressful week, she deserved it.

lunch soon arrived and y/n woke up. she looked up and saw all of the teachers in the lounge. "oh, hey there sleepy head" midnight said. "hey, hey listener" mic yelled gleefully. "h-hey" she said standing up. she walked over to the door and left.

your pov

I go up to the rooftop for lunch and sit as I stare off. I decided on not eating at all. I had breakfast, i'd be fine. soon enough the bell rang and we all went back to class where aizawa announced that finals would be coming up and then summer camp. oh, fun.

later that afternoon...

"hey pebble, are you alright" kiri says walking up to me as we walked out of the school gates. "mhm, i'm fine" I lied.

then again when was ever alright. I didn't tell anyone because it would be unfair to them for me to dump all of my stress, depression, and anxiety on them. it'd especially make me a shitty girlfriend if had told kat and kiri.

bakugou soon walked out and grabbed my hand. "hey teddy bear, I know you've been stressed recently and now with finals coming up... you know you can lean on me right? I've been a shitty boyfriend, ignoring you and calling you clingy... that was-" "not very cash money of you" I say, shaking my head disapprovingly. kiri laughed and katsuki seethed a snort of a giggle.

this was the best way I could convince them I was fine. I was really trying my best to not seem sad. besides, it was probably all in my head, right? I have... nothing to be sad or scared or... "depressed" about, right? but... why do I feel so numb? I only feel numb when i'm alone though. is that why i'm dating katsuki and eijiro? only for the feeling of somewhat happiness? i'm so terrible.

Author-chan

I was venting. sorry about that. someone at school said some sh*t to me and it got into my head, I had a panic attack and now i'm dumping things on my viewers. i'm sorry. I write stories mostly to vent. this book especially allows me to do that. sorry if the sad stuff is overwhelming and gets you guys in tears. I have a girlfriend and i'm scared she'll leave me if I tell her about my "sadness". I don't want to be like "oh yeah, i'm dating you because I need you and your love to make me feel. yeah, i'm kind of numb inside without you". I can't tell her that because she might think I'm pathetic and not worth a second glance. sorry for ranting.