resurrect my dead heart [KiriBaku x depressed! reader]

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3rd person

"what the hell bakubro! it's not manly to shove a lady to the ground, let alone your girlfriend" kirishima yelled.

your pov

I sat in the bathroom, my head spinning with dark thoughts. (just a slight TW)

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I pull out my pair of scissors from my bag. I press it's blade against my fingertip. one by one, all of my fingers receive the same cut. blood started to drip off of them.

just then the bathroom door flings open. my worried shark-like boyfriend rushes in. "hey kiri" I say, pretending like I was washing my hand. "oh hey honey bunny! I was worried about you ! I know you're always cool and super strong, but you have your down times too. you're only human" he says hugging me. "... thank you, baby" i said. "no need to worry! i'll always be here babe" hey says happily. "ya think we should get out of the girls' bathroom" I say. "not yet sweetface" he said, smirking devilishly. ah shit.

he pushed me up against a wall and started kissing. hell yes. (show me how to say no to this I dont know how say no to this omg she looks so helpless and her body's sayin hell yes sorry im a geek) he picked me up by my thighs and I wrapped my legs around him. he left my lips and went to my neck. he kissed and bit, every once in a while making me wince.

then he sucked a rather sensitive spot on my neck. "ngh" a small moan left my mouth. "found it pebble~" he cooed in my ear, then returning to the spot. oh god damn. he bit and kissed it not-so gently, forming a large hickey on my neck. soon enough we had to leave and go to lunch. I did my best to hide the purple spots that scattered my neck.

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me and kiri walked into the classroom sit for a bit and talked about internships. "hey n/n, nice hickeys" mina says from behind me, laughing. I turn red and embarrassed. I try to cover my blush. kiri grabs my hands, pulling them from my face. "gotta make sure they know you're mine honey bun" he said with a smirk. I hug him. I needed it. everything was stressing me out. internships, bakugou ignoring me, and now kirishima leaving hickeys and everyone teasing me about it. in times like these, i'm glad to have kirishima there to hold me... even when he's a devious little shit.

time skip~

a week later...

I was starting my internship. I was interning with mirko. I have no idea why she wanted me as an intern, but hey, she seems fun. I wanted to say good bye to bakugou, but he had already left. I decided to let him have some time instead of pestering him about it.

as im about to board the train, im swept up into a big hug. "i'm going to miss you soo much, honey bunny" kirishima exclaims. "i'm gonna miss you too, eiji" I say, looking at him softly. I kiss him and wrap my arms around his neck. an alarm on my watch goes off. I pull from the kiss and look at my watch. "ooh, sorry eiji. i've got to leave. love you" I say giving him one last small peck on the lips. "love you bun, be safe" he calls as I run to my train. "love you too, babe" I shout back, waving. 

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I get to my internship and meet mirko. "hey carrot! it's nice to meetya!" mirko greets energetically. "u-um hey" I wave awkwardly. "cmon kiddo! we're gonna meet up with a buddy of mine and his intern!" she says pulling me away. oh goody.

we get to a building and I go change into my hero costume. once I come out (of the closet my parents were unsupportive af😀 jk but fr they were)  I see... "tokoyami!?" I exclaim. "l/n?" he says sluggishly. "hey there, mirko's intern" the number 3 hero says. "hawks...? that's who you're interning with? I see a big personality difference. are you sure?" I said pointing from tokoyami to hawks and back.

as my internship sped on, the only thing I was thinking about was bakugou. some of those lonely nights I would cry to myself, not knowing if he would breakup with me. of course I have kirishima, but... I wouldn't feel complete without bakugou.

when it finally ended, I went home and slept, not having been able to since I started the internship. my fear of losing bakugou was eating me away from the inside.

a knock resounded from my door. it opens to aizawa standing there. "h-hey zawa" I said. "hey kid. you alright?" he asks. "mhm. why do you ask?" I said trying to sound happy. "I know you're not alright. I can see it in your eyes. I should know that look. i've had it before. I've been through it before. maybe not in the same circumstances, but I know what doubting yourself looks like and what it feels like" he said knowingly. he sit on the edge of my bed like a dad would... like a dad. "you can talk to me, kiddo" he said. "I... don't know. I don't know how to rely on a... parent. it's-" "hard to trust people? I know. and it might be for a while, but I can tell you this. i'm here for you. i'm here to be that parental figure for you. I don't really have a choice, y'know. it's a hero's job to help and care, as well as a teacher's... but it's also a parent's. maybe your parents didn't do that, but I do. so I guess I'm kind of triple pressured to." he joked a bit. I laughed softly. "so I guess you really are my dadzawa" I said conclusively. "yeah" he smirked warmly.