Forget Me Not (Oisuga)

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The day was dragging on, but I had finally finished my last class and went out to get some coffee. 'I seriously don't know if I'll make it to the party..I still think this whole thing is overdone.' I thought to myself, I still doubt myself right now, I wasn't one to just easily agree to a party. My parents never liked me to go out like that, and I never wanted to make it a habit, since a teacher shouldn't be given the 'partier' name. I sighed, I guess one time won't harm me, at least not too much, and with that I headed out to my dorm, wanting to refresh myself before heading to the party.

I exited the bathroom, and headed into my drawers, looking for something 'Daichi approved' for tonight. I sighed, just going with a black t-shirt and ripped jeans. I stood for a few minutes before I realized someone on my chair. I jumped back, "The hell?!?" There was a small laugh, "Sorry! I didn't think you'd come out of there nearly naked!" a brown haired guy stuttered out. There was no realization, but the two of us were beet-red. I sighed out, "I'll go and change.." I said, trying to relive the tension between us. He noted my attempts and smiled, "Go ahead, I'll spin around." with that, Oikawa spun the chair around. I changed swiftly, calming myself down before clearing my throat, "Alright I'm done." Oikawa looked over, staring slightly before smiling, "Woah, who taught you how to dress Koush? You look really good," I blushed, my heart skipping a beat. "Ah, thanks, it's just a few things I gathered from Yachi's never-ending shopping spree a few weeks ago." I replied, grabbing my phone, checking the time, "Is it about time?" I looked up and nodded, "Yeah, wanna ride with me? Ya know, since you're already here." I offered, with that Oikawa got up and smiled, wrapping his arm around my shoulder, "I take back what I said earlier, you're so much nicer than Iwa-chan!" He gave his signature smile as we made our way to the door. I had a light pink tint on my face, but I tried to ignore how he could easily beat me in the nice department.

The drive over was filled with relaxing silence and sharing our favorite songs. "Hey Koush?" I looked over, "Yeah?" He held out his phone, "Let's make a playlist together, and everytime we feel like a song fits our vibe, we put it down." He said, fairly excited. I smiled, "Okay, let's do it." He gave a quick, cheerful clap and started to get it together. "What should we name it...? We could name it Pretty Setters! Oooh or the spicy duo.." He kept thinking of names when a thought popped into my head, "Well we aren't spicy, but we could just combine our names...something like Sugakawa or Kousoru..." At that moment we looked at each other and smiled, "Oisuga," we spoke in unison and he typed it out. He began to scroll through my playlists, before stopping at a song and started to play it. I looked over at him, he seemed to really grasp the lyrics and was enjoying them. He turned my direction, "I didn't know you listened to Penelope Scott?" He said, though it was more questioning before I nodded. "I just think she brings out such an important message and feeling, also, she just never misses." He smiled, adding "Feel Better" to the list, "I used to listen to her all the time before.." I noticed he took a break, trying to word it, before I spoke, "Tried to please others?" He nodded as I sighed, "Me too, well used to at least, still do sometimes out of habit, but for some reason, I just speak what I want around you" I paused, "Sorry I'm rambling, huh?" He laughed softly, "It's alright, I don't mind at all Koush. You seem more like yourself when you do that." I felt my heart tug at his words, it was something I never thought I need to hear. Someone actually wanting me to ramble? Back in school, I would always not talk because I would've just gotten talked over before. It was new, and it was nice.

"Alright, we're here Oika-" He stopped me, "Just call me Tooru" He smiled as I nodded, it was a step closer to him, it felt relieving that it was that easy. "Well, shall we go Tooru?" I asked, he hummed in agreement before we both got out of the car, locking up and heading inside. This whole thing was still nerve wracking to me, and I suppose it showed since Tooru put his arm around my shoulder, causing me to turn my head to him. "Hey, you'll be alright you little introvert. We can leave anytime you want." I smiled, genuinely happy I was given that option, "Even if I just want one drink and leave?" He let go of me, the warmth of him leaving, "Let's go get that one drink then." We made our way into the house, which was decently sized might I add, and spotted Daichi waving me over. Oikawa smiled, encouraging me to go see my friend, "I'll find you soon, okay?" He smiled, giving me a slight push in Daichi's direction. "See ya soon Mr. Refreshing!" I chuckled to myself, making my way to Daichi, Oikawa (I assume) heading to Iwaizumi.

"Hey Suga! You actually came!" I nodded, nervously laughing as he spoke over the music. "Ha..Yeah, I just came for a little bit though.." He nodded, "Just have a good time, okay? Experience what it feels like to have a party for once." He smirked, teasing my zero-party life. As I was about to speak, he stopped me, tapping a girl's shoulder who was a bit behind him, "Hey, luv, this is Suga, the friend I was talking about last time." She smiled, pulling me into a surprise hug, "Oh hey! Nice to actually meet you Suga!" I nodded, shuffling back a bit, "Yeah, I'm Sugawara, nice to meet you too...uh.." "Nicole!" I nodded once more, "Uh, I'm gonna go get a drink. See you guys later." I waved goodbye as I walked over to the kitchen, sitting on the barstool.

I definitely don't feel at home right now..

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Another chapter done! 

Sorry if the updates are slow! I'm trying to start a better schedule but school is disagreeing with me :,^) 

Also, I hope y'all liked that little dedication to our queen Penelope Scott <3 (I personally feel like "Mommy Fwiend" fits Suga a lot, but for the sake of angst, I picked "Feel Better" (And she really never misses with her music, definitely recommend her to those who don't listen to her)

(Also also, I hate how this feels more like fanon Koushi instead of the canon, but I swear once he gets out of his nervous zone with Tooru, things will change with his personality to fit canon more)

Anyways, as always, I hope you enjoyed!