AN
So I haven't updated in a while bc so much shit going on right now in my family and yeah there's like a lot of snow outside and hopefully it'll snow some more and I won't have to go to school and have some time to watch TV and stuff myself with some candy I got for free in Valentine's Day. Well that was long and unnecessary, sorry
Casey's POV
Zayn Malik. His name is Zayn Malik. I repeat his name in my head over and over again.
I look over at him and for the first time I smirk back.
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The support group was full of depressing talking *cough* like always *cough*
Seriously the only reason I kept coming was because of Cara. Well, I have different reasons now and one of them is Zayn Malik
I walk out of the building with Cara "I'll go get the car just stay here" she says. I just nod and stand there probably looking like an idiot while waiting for Cara
"Casey Beckinsale" a rough voice says "You know that pretty much sounds like a guy name to me" He says while chuckling a little. I look up to meet with his dark eyes "Damn thanks for the compliment" I say and roll my eyes at him "Feisty, I like it" he says and takes a step closer to me "Um have you ever heard of personal space" I back away from him and take a cigarette out of my right pocket, then I reach out for my left butt pocket for a lighter but I find nothing
"Fuck" I mutter under my breath. "Here" he hands me a lighter. I look at him and then look back at the lighter "Thanks" I say while quickly lighting my cigarette and handing him his lighter back "So you smoke and like your personal space, what else should I know about you Casey Elizabeth Beckinsale" he smirks. I fucking choke on my own saliva "How do you know my name" I ask "I saw your name on the sign in sheet" he says.
I open my mouth to say something but he cuts me off "So a movie it is" he says and takes my hand. I shake him off and start laughing "You're not serious" I say while chuckling a bit "I'm actually a very serious person Casey" he looks at me "So do you want to go to the movies" he asks "Well now that was better than the first time" I say "And ok yeah I'll go" he smirks and then looks at me from my toes to my head "I left something upstairs I'll be right back" he walks back in the building
Cara finally pulls over to the front of the building I walk up to the window on the drivers side and tell her about the movies
"Ok just be careful and call me if you need anything" she smiles at me and leaves
In that moment Zayn walks out the glass doors "Let's go" he says. I follow him to his car. He's driving a black BMW. I look over at him and see he's wearing a black leather jacket with a white shirt that has some designs on it and some combat boots, I also notice how tight his black jeans are. I stare for too long that he notices, I immediately look away and get in the car.
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The drive was very quiet, a non-awkward quiet. I would describe it more like calm.
We arrive at the movies and walk out the car into the building while the cold air hits every uncovered inch my body which makes me rub my hands together and then run them through my arms. He notices and grabs me by the shoulder and pulls me to his side so I can feel his warm chest. He runs his right big hand through my arm.
I feel like my insides are exploding. Every little touch makes me feel some type of way. Like if I had butterflies
We enter the building and he lets go of me. I excuse myself and go to the bathroom. I look at myself in the mirror and try to understand what just happened back there. Why am I feeling this way? I calm myself and then wash my hands quickly when some 15 year old couple run into the bathroom for people who have disability. I hear them having a heated make out session. I basically run out disgusted when I hear some moans. I know it is the day after Valentine's Day but damn this is a public bathroom and they're like 15 what the hell.
I find Zayn holding some popcorn and sodas in his hand and try to reach out to help him carry the drinks. "Oh no babe you're not spilling these"
I let him carry the food and follow him to the show room and look at the poster thing on the side and read "50 shades of grey"
"Wait, woah" I grab his hand before he enters the room "You did not mention this movie when you asked me to come" I say "I didn't tell you any specific movie, I just decided on one when we came here" "Well you could've at least told me what we were watching or even asked me, I mean that is how usually dates go" I say timidly
"The thing is Casey this is not a date, it's just me being nice to a stuck up bitch like you and asking you to come to the movies with me. I let you in my car then payed for your ticket and food" he walks over to me and stands close enough were I can hear his heartbeat "Now you're telling me that I should've asked you what movie to watch" he lets out a laugh and then look back at me seriously "Stop being a little shit and listen to me. We're both walking inside that show room even if I have to drag you and you know why that is" he stops for a second to see if I can respond. At this point my breath and heartbeat have become faster "Because I fucking say so"
This is a short and bad chapter omg I'm sorry.
