AN//
So I just want to say I'm sorry for last chapter because it was shit and I put no effort on even trying and it was complete shit, so yeah I'm sorry and I hope you enjoy this chapter
Casey's POV
"Okay follow me" Cara takes my hand and drags me upstairs to a room that is triple the size of my old one
"Here my friend" she pokes my shoulder "Is your room" she smiles and walks inside
"Ok I'll give you a little tour" she takes my hand and walks into the room
The walls are high and a beautiful light peach color, which blends in perfectly with the big windows that give a perfect sunlight to the room, there's also a white and gold chandelier. The bed is a queen size with beautiful covers on it.
There's plants in front of the windows and then the most beautiful and breathtaking thing about this room, a fireplace. I don't know how or why but there's a damn fireplace in the room. It is surrounded by two vintage chairs and a little table.
Then she walks towards this wooden double doors and opens them to reveal one of the things I always wished to have since I was 5 years old
A walk-in closet
I gasped and stared in awe
It has a white and gold carpet and there are cabinets everywhere, they were all in white including the beautiful chandelier hanging from the ceiling. There was also a pink love seat in the middle of the room.
"Ok I'll give you a little tour around the whole house later, so now you can put your stuff away and make yourself home" she smiles "I'll be downstairs in the kitchen if you need me"
(There's a picture on the side of Cara's house, in case you wanna check it out)
She leaves and it that moment that I look around the room one more time I realize how much money Cara actually has.
This house is damn huge and beautiful and probably expensive. I don't understand how she rents here. I mean besides her parents paying for more than half, how in the fuck do they even afford this.
They must have really good jobs because damn
I'll probably ask Cara later, maybe, maybe not.
I actually have so much I want to talk with her. So many things that I need answers to, not only with Cara do I need to speak to but other people I would like to, Imogen, to see how she's doing. My mom, just to ask why she treats me this way, Cara, to look for more things she's been hiding from me all this time. And last but not least Zayn, I just wanna know why he hasn't called or texted me, why he's been ignoring me like that, and why.
Really just why, I just want to ask that to everyone "Why this" "Why that". Sadly life does not usually goes out as planned and we have to keep some things to ourselves like the "why" questions. Just to avoid getting answers you prefer not listening to.
I walk towards my suitcase and open it. I dump everything on the bed and starts separating the clothes from the shoes, to the personal stuff, to my electronic devices, to my unnecessary stuff, and to my other shit
I decide to put on some music so I can lighten up the mood a little bit. I put my phone on my iHome speaker and press shuffle play on my Spotify playlist
Fresh cut grass, one cold beer
Thank the Lord I am here and now, here and now
Summer dress, favorite park
Bless your soul, we are here and now, here and now
I put all of my folded clothes on the cabinets and other things like dresses, jackets, and coats on a hanger.
I'm wide awake, so what's the point of dreaming when your life is great?
Celebrate the feeling, celebrate the feeling
When I'm done I decide to put my Christmas lights around the windows so even when it's dark at night, there'll be light shining inside
Can't complain about much these days, I believe we'll be okay
Oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh
Can't complain about much these days, I believe we'll be okay
Oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh
We're sleeping out, I believe we'll be okay
I leave all of the other things on my suitcase and head towards the other door in my room which leads to a shower
I strip off and put my dirty clothes on the hamper. I turn on the water in the bathtub and wait a minute or two for it to get warm, when it is I put on the bathtub plug and watch as the water fills up
Sun kissed skin on my lips
Thank the Lord I am here and now, here and now
Fireflies after dark
Bless your soul, we are here and now, here and now
I wrap the towel around myself and head towards the cabinet under the sink and take a bag, I open it and find a bunch of bath bombs. I pick a pink one with a rose and a purple spot and line, I read the label on it
Sex Bomb
I grab it, put the bag back where it was and head back towards the bathtub. I rip the plastic off and place it next to the tub
I'm wide awake, so what's the point of dreaming when your life is great?
Celebrate the feeling, celebrate the feeling
When the tub is full I put the bomb in the water and let all its beautiful colors shine out. Then I put the towel back and go in the water
I close my eyes for several minutes. This is probably the most relaxing thing to happen in my life, ever. I feel as if I'm taking a shower in clouds, pink puffy clouds.
Oh! Can't complain about much these days, I believe we'll be okay
Oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh
Can't complain about much these days, I believe we'll be okay
Oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh
We're sleeping out, I believe we'll be okay
I remember some days I filled up the bathtub and just wanted to go under the water and never come back up
I just wanted to drown and leave this world. I just felt like there was no hope left. I would just go home, cry, and think about death
We'll be okay
We'll be okay
Can't complain about much these days, I believe we'll be okay
Oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh
Now in this house I feel like I'm wanted, like someone loves me which is something no one has done since my mom became a monster and my dad left. Nothing will ever be the same but, it can get better
I believe that here I can start again
I believe that here I can be happy
Oh! Can't complain about much these days, I believe we'll be okay
Oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh
Can't complain about much these days, I believe we'll be okay
Oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh
We're sleeping out, I believe we'll be okay
