" 𝐒𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐬 "

I hate my mom

⚠️cigarettes, drugs, alcohol, abuse , cussing , eating disorder, abusive words ⚠️

I went and got my things.... I said good bye to the Big 3 and hero's.... class 1A didn't know I left.... I'm in the car...... looking out the window.....

" are you still with Dad?" I ask

" no we .... broke up..." she says

I didn't say anything.... I just looked out the window..... we pulled up to the house..... it was..... it was the same house as before.....

" now come on you little brat " she says

I get out the car and grab my things.... I look at the house ..... I get chills and nervous. I walk to the house and the smell of alcohol and cigarettes fill my nostrils..... I mentally gag and walk upstairs to my room..... it has a bed, dresser, closet,  it's own bathroom, and a window to the roof..... just as I remember it.... flash backs from the day I was taken.... the burn marks are still there.... I sit on my bed..... my mom walk in with a cigarette hanging out of her mouth....

" so .... wut happened to you?" She asks

" a lot of things..."

" I don't want to hear it" she snaps

" yha I know" I say

She looks at me up and down....

" you look like a whore" she says

" I-I know..... " I say

" eating makes you fat .... stop eating" she says

" okay " I say

" did That Chisaki guy make you like that...." she asks

I nod.... he would sell my body for money.....

" I just picked you up because they made me .... " she says

" i don't actually want you.... I was happy when you were gone for 10 years " she says

" I know"

" jump off a cliff or something so you can get away from me....." she says

"....." I stayed silent

" I can't believe you went to that petty school!" She yells

" I- I wanted to-"

" DONT SPEAK UNLESS I TELL YOU SO!" She yells and slapped me

I.... not this again...... help me..... Dad..... why aren't you hear to help.....

< months later >
I haven't seen anyone from us in months..... it's been 4 months ..... I'm at home getting yelled at again.....

" You know this!! YOU KNOW YOU CAUSED YOUR GRANDPARENTS TO LEAVE US AND EVERYONE! YOUR DAD DIDN'T EVEN WANT You! " she yells

I start crying .....

" DONT CRY YOU BRAT!"

" YOU KNOW I Hate YOU!"

" YOU LITTLE SLUT!"

S L A P

" YOU DO THIS TO GET ATTENTION!"

I hate my mom....

I hate my mom....

I hate my mom.....

I hate my mom.....

I  hate my mom....

....If he bullies you....

.....it means he likes you....

.....you should say thank you.....

" 16 years olds like you.... are to young to know abuse..... "

" why can't you fuck boys like a Normal girl would " she says knowing it would get me to break

Anger filled my body...... things started floating around ..... my quirks were getting out of control.... my things come rushing at her..... she walks out the room and shuts the door.....

I HATE MY MOM!

I HATE MY MOM!

I scream in anger causing the windows to shatter..... I see blood dripping on the floor..... I wipe my nose and see blood.... I crawl out the window..... why dose it got to be so fucking cold outside...... I fly down to the ground and start crying.... i walk down the streets trying to stay warm.......

I HATE MY MOM
I HATE MY MOM
I
HATE
MY
MOM
I
HATE
MY
MOM

" I hate my mother fucking mom" I cry

" Timmie? Is that you....."

familiar voice...... I look back and see blue eyes..... blond hair...

fuck

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