feelings - jjk.kth

21 - early

taehyung

we left for the ice skating rink at 1:30. jimin said he wasn't coming because yoongi called to run some errands with him. that was okay, at least bogum was going to be there. jimin was to drop me off.

as we approached the rink, jimin caressed my hair and waved. i waved back as i got out of the car. i checked the time, 1:45. 

i decided to get a snack while waiting for bogum.

~~~ (meanwhile)

jungkook

"we're leaving now," hobi said.

"finally!" namjoon said. 

"what? it's 1:30." jin glanced at the kitchen clock.

"no whats, let's go," hobi said as he quickly walked over to the coat rack and got his jacket and shoes on.

"don't you act like my hyung," jin shot a death glare to hobi.

"sorry, whatever," hobi rolled his eyes as he grabbed his car keys and opened the front door. "c'mon," he said before shutting the door.

"let's go then," i said while putting my jacket on. 

~~~

we reached the skating rink at approximately 1:46 pm. hobi parked the car then we went inside.

"being an hour early is the best feeling," hobi said, wide grin on his face.

"what? how?" i said, trying to catch up with him.

"hobi has issues, that's all," jin said as he walked passed hobi.

"um, let's get lunch," namjoon said.

"but i just ate," i said.

"well, ya woke up late, that's on you," namjoon said.

"fine, you guys go eat lunch and i'll get a snack," i said.

"okay," hobi said as we walked to the food court of the skating rink building.

we parted ways so they could get their lunch, and i walked into the snack bar's queue. i saw a familiar frame in line, 2 people ahead of me. 

wait.

taehyung!

"excuse me," i asked the lady in front of me.

"yes?" she turned around.

"may i please go in front of you? i'm in a really big rush so-"

"why of course." she gestured for me to go in front of her and i gave her a little "thank you" nod. 

i patiently stood in the long line, staring at taehyung, taking in his every movement. the boy looked ever so gentle, too good for the world. i couldn't even see his face, but my heart told me it was him. 

i don't what this boy was doing to me mentally, really. i guess he was really making me show my good side. naturally.

then he got a phone call.

"hello, bogum?" he said to the phone. bogum? isn't that jimin's brother?

'hi taehyung, are you here yet? i am,' i could hear bogum say.

"yeah! i'm here, just in the snack bar line and it's taking forever  haha," taehyung said.

'haha, that's ok, it's only 1:50. we've got 10 minutes till our booked time at the rink.' 

"yeah, also can you wait for me at one of the food court tables? i'll get you a cookie!" taehyung giggled.

'sure!' bogum chuckled. i wish taehyung could talk to me like that.

~~~

when taehyung left the line, i looked away so he wouldn't see me. i didn't want to ruin his day, because from what i knew by then, was that if taehyung even knew i was in the same room as him, fear would overcome him and he would probably end up crying.

should i lose muscle or something so he can stop being scared of me? 

"sir, happy new year! what would you like to order?" the man at the cash register snapped me out of my thoughts.

"oh, thank you, i'd like to get a bag of barbecue chips and banana milk," i said.

~~~

i sat at the table with jin, hobi, and namjoon. i was eating my barbecue chips while staring at tae and bogum's table in the distance. i couldn't see tae, for bogum was facing the wall behind me, and taehyung was facing him. they seemed to be happily talking, causing me to more aggressively eat my chips while glaring at them.

when the time became 2 pm, bogum and taehyung got up. damn, i wish my time was also 2, but nope, it had to be 2:30. (see what i did there 😏)

bogum lead tae to the- 

wait. bogum was leading taehyung outside, not the skating rink. 

"guys, i'm gonna get some more banana milk," i said, eyes still on bogum.

"okay," jin said.

i fast-walked towards bogum. he was holding taehyung by the arm, and taehyung had a confused look on his face as bogum lead him out.

bogum pov

at 1:58, i finally got to put the plan in action.

"taehyung, we're actually not going skating, but somewhere better," i said.

"wait what?" taehyung asked. 

"seriously, you're going to love it," i said, excited.

taehyung pouted. "what? no- i wanna go skating."

"taehyung, this is even better. we can go skating some other time." i got up and put my coat on.

"o- okay." taehyung hesitated and put his jacket on as he got up.

for reassurance, i gently held him by his arm and led him out.

"what do you think you're doing?"

shit.

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jeon jungkook has dark blue hair.

i repeat, jeon jungkook has fucking dark blue hair.

(that ain't no edit y'all, it's a real twitter post, captioned "self-serve dye")

anyways, that's like- the longest chapter i've ever wrote.

can't wait for the next chapter it's so good jfjjrkfk 😉 

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