"grow up, stupid baby. you're almost 16, and you're no different to how you were when you were 11. act your age and stop throwing tantrums like a deranged toddler because you will never go anywhere if you continue doing that."
"stop screaming, you embarrassed yourself in front of your friends and your ex/crush, and now you have no friends. you can't control yourself, can you, you fucking asshole."
"you can try, but you won't fix yourself. you will always be a monster. people will only remember you for figuratively being a child in secondary school."
"worthless [cunt/asshole/shitface/any other curse word]"
NOTE: i would never say these to/about other people. for some reason, although i would never even think such things about others, i always think or say them about myself.
basically when you ask me to talk about myself, i become a toxic, rude and offensive individual. i respect other people who have the same disorder as i do, yet i belittle myself for the actions i do that are caused by it. i've been wondering why i do this and where my self hatred came from, because i've hated myself with a burning passion since i was 14 years old.
