Drivers license {Harrison Osterfield x reader}

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|The beginning of this story takes place in 2020, and covid is not a thing|
{y/n's POV}
Here I sit. On a park bench. In London. In the exact park we used to take a walk in everyday (St. James's Park actually). The park that my now ex and I used to walk his dog, Monty in. We broke up because, and I quote "I just don't think we belong together in the end, and to prevent more pain in the future, I'm ending things now..." Like what? We could have belonged together in the end if you didn't end things. But instead of trying to stop him I agreed with him, because as cliche as it sounds, I want him to be happy and if that means not being with him...then so be it. But now I'm just sitting in a park with watery eyes and a broken heart thinking back on all the memories we share together. [3 Years Ago]
I was walking through St. James's Park, just to clear my head after a tough day at work. I was walking and having a peaceful day- so far. Until I was knocked over by a very beautiful brown and white spotted dog. When I finally got my composer (which was kinda hard with a dog in my face) I stood up and looked at the tag on the dogs collar 'Monty' it read. I figured instead of just walking away and leaving the dog that I would take it to the police station to help find it's owner. On my way to the police station a man was calling out a name, and once my ears zeroed in on his voice I heard that he was calling out the name of the dog. So I followed the sound of the man's voice and once I close enough he must have seen Monty because he ran straight to us. After he was done reuniting with his dog he stood up and turned to me and Bagan to thank me, "Thank you, so so much, I don't know what I would've done if I hadn't of found him. How can I repay you?" I replied to him then, "I- you really don't have to do anything it was just a kind thing that I'm sure anyone would've done" I gave a sweet smile and he started talking again. "No really, let me make it up to you somehow, like tea, o- or coffee if you don't like tea?" He sounded so nervous, and I'll admit he's not that bad looking- actually he's QUITE handsome so I took him up on the offer, "Sure that sounds really nice, but I'll need your number to set a time." I smirked at him through the blush coating my cheeks and he himself blushed a nice shade of crimson, while answering "R-right, uhh, here," he took out a small piece of paper from his pocket and ripped a small portion off the corner and wrote down his number. He handed it to me while saying, "I'm Harrison by the way." He gave me a gorgeous smile- and I swear I almost swooned, "I'm y/n." I returned his smile with my own and we were on our separate ways.
[Present Day]
The tears started to fall after the memory of the time we first met, the day that made me grateful so many days during our relationship. Yet now, it only brought pain. But before my brain could fester on the memory, another was already protruding from the depths of my mind.
[2 Years Ago]
"WHY ARE YOU GETTING MAD AT ME, I DID NOTHING WRONG!" Haz yelled, we'd been arguing for the last 15 or so minutes and he still doesn't see why I'm mad. "BECAUSE ALL I WANT TO DO IS SPEND A LITTLE GODDAMN TIME WITH MY FUCKING BOYFRIEND AND ALL HE'S DOING IS IGNORING ME!!" That was partially true I know he wasn't purposefully trying to ignore me, but we haven't spent time ALONE in weeks. "WHAT DO YOU MEAN SPEND TIME WITH ME?! WE SPENT ALL OF LAST WEEK TOGETHER!" Not the way I wanted us to, we weren't alone. "That's not what I meant, I meant we haven't spent time ALONE together in about a month" my voice was strained from yelling so I'd stopped. "Oh come one. It has not been that long, you're just exaggerating."
"Do the math Haz, the week before last we were with my family, then last week we were with your friends almost everyday, and even when we were home we were too tired to do anything, so we just did everything seperately. And all of this week we spent time with YOUR family..." As I explained his face went from understanding back to confusion. "But you love the guys, and you love my family?" He sounded like he knew I was right yet he still kept pushing. "You know I do. But when all I want to do is spend time with you, it just- it's- ugh! It's just so fucking frustrating!" I stumbled over my words, not knowing how to put my feelings into words. "Well. Then I'll cancel any plans I have this upcoming week and we can the whole time together?" Usually I would say that's a bad idea, but I'm very boyfriend-deprived right now. "That sounds absolutely amazing."
[Present Day]
That was our first fight. My god we didn't need to have it but I was frustrated. It was also the biggest fight we'd ever had- well, until last week, when we broke up...
[5 Days Ago]
"Haz, is that you baby?" I called out to him and Haz then walked into the kitchen with his head low, and a look on his that was hard to read do to the angle of his head. "Hey...what's wrong bub?" I walked up to him and gently put both of  my hands on either side of his face. "Yea- Yea I'm fine." He grabbed both my hands and rubbed the inside of my palms with his thumbs. "You don't look to 'fine'" I continued to push him to tell me why he looked so troubled. "Well I should, because I AM fine..." He hesitated but continued on, "I just- I think- We need to talk about something." Oh, ok, this could be about something good, but that look on his face is telling me otherwise. "Ok, what about?" Please don't say it's something about us, we're perfect at the moment and nothing's happened that I can think of. "About us... I just, I don't feel like- I just don't think we belong together in the end, and to prevent more pain in the future, I'm ending things now..." What? Please tell me I heard him wrong, please tell me what he actually said was the exact opposite of what I just heard. "W-what, why? We're good, we're good together- I thought." I could almost physically hear my heart shattering into a ton of tiny pieces.
"Well... You thought wrong then." Oh. Alright. He didn't give me a chance to respond as he walked out of my apartment, probably to go to a friend's for the night.
[Present Day]
He did go to a friend's place, and he didn't come back, THAT COWARD. He couldn't even come back to face me to get his shit back, he sent Tom- who is also who he's staying with. He moved in with me because he was Tom's roommate before we got together, and we were living together for a year before what happened last week.
I stood up from the bench and wiped the tears, turned around to go home. I walked home- actually I walked everywhere I didn't have my license yet, which that was actually something Haz and I talked about frequently, and the last few months I was studying to get my license (which I go last week). I was also feeling the overwhelming urge to put my feeling onto paper, songs start as paper, maybe that's what I'll do.
When I got home I went to my room,  pulled out my keyboard, and started writing.
It didn't take long to find the words, the hard part was the melodies and the chords. But once it was finished I sent it to my producer, and waited for his reply.
[The Next Day]
When I woke up the next day to a call from my producer:
"Y/n! This song- is- it's AMAZING! When did you write this?"I could here the excitement in his voice.
"Uhh, like last night" my voice was shaky, like I was scared he wouldn't like it, even after he just said I liked it.
"Well, we'll send this to get background music, so it'll probably be back and ready to release the day after tomorrow." The smile was adamant in his voice, so it was clear that he was excited for this. "Sounds good Tyler" he hung up and I fell back on my bed thinking about how good this is.
[1 Week Later]
{Harrison's POV}
"I got my driver's license last week just like we always talked abou-" I shut off the radio quickly. That damned song is everywhere, and it won't leave me alone. It's like it's haunting me.
"You alright mate" Tom's voice brought me out of my thoughts, and I put a smile on my face," Yea why wouldn't I be?" He looked like he wanted to say something else but he dropped it. Thank God he dropped it, I REALLY don't want to talk about it.
[The Next Day]
"Y'know mate you should really talk to her about why you did it, I can see how much it's hurting you both and that isn't healthy." Tom was trying to talk some sense into me again, like he's been trying to do for the last few days. "I know, but if we're together she'll be hurt, there's really no winning in this situation." After I spoke he scoffed at me. "I don't think she cared about the hate she was getting from people because she was with you. And she's in more pain away from you." He's right, I know he's right, and now I'm thinking that maybe it was me that the hate got to instead of her... "Alright, Tom, could take me to St. James's Park?" He had a very relieved smile on his face. "Hell yeah mate! Fucking finally, you won't be moping around my house all the time anymore!!" I acted highly offended by his words but it was all in good fun.
[After The Car Ride]
As I walked through park I'm hit in the face with a multitude of memories. When I finally see her, sitting in our spot, exactly where I knew she'd be. I walked over and sat next to her. She looked at me beck she quickly looked back to the lake in front of us, as well as I did. "I came to say I'm sorry. And if you'll let me stay longer then I wish to tell you why I did it." From the corner of my eye I could see her look at me and raise her eyebrows to tell me to continue, "The hate comments, I thought I ended things because I was afraid they'd been hitting you but all they did was get me to hurt you, and I am truly sorry for that..." She looked like she wanted to scream at me, but she didn't all she said was, "They've never gotten to me, all I ever wanted was you, which blinded me from them." I finally looked over at her, she was smiling at me but there were tears in her eyes. "I love you y/n, and I know I have no right to ask you this but please, please take me back?" I begged her with everything in myself. "You promise to never scare the hell out of me by pulling something like this again?" There was a smile growing on her face with every word she spoke. "I promise, I will never hurt you ever again." We both leaned in closer to each other and sealed our deal with a kiss. And we didn't break that promise.

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