THE BREAKDOWN

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Listening to an old time medley, I rest back in the passenger sit as Romane carried me to where ever we were going. I had been pestering him, wanting him to tell me for the pass twenty-five minutes and still nothing. He wouldn't budge.

I tried everything, from tickling his side and arm I even tried to tickle the sole of his feet, until he slapped my hand away from his shoes.
I had really ran out of options,  leaning my sit back and putting my foot up on the dashboard was what I did. Singing along to the famous bob marley lyrics

"Don't worry about a thing, every little thing is gonna be all right"  I sang on, until the vehicle finally  stopped. Even when the music was turned off I kept my eyes close acting as if I didn't know we had reached our destination.

He came to my side of the vehicle telling me to get out and even went as far as to pull my sit belt but I refused to move.

"Marr come on get out"

"Nooooooooooooooo"  I sang out, turning my head not giving him the time of the day.

"Okay"

"Okay?" I asked looking at him.

"Yup" he said, lifting me out of the car, closing the door with his elbow and throwing me over his shoulder and that guys was the first time I saw the world upside down.

I kept slapping his ass, feeling it, trying to get on his nerves as much as possibly could. I  attempted to push my finger in his ears which led to my ass being dropped.
i landed with a toud on the ground my butt aching a little.

Looking a head there was a fascinatingly gorgeous waterfall. What I presume to be a table with two chairs could be seen from the small distance.

"Wow" I whispered in awe

"Come , let's go have a sit precious"

Holding his held out hand, we walked over pebbles and small broken branches before finally taking our sit.
I happily looked at the snacks which were on the table,pulling  one to munch on.  Yessssss, I know I'm a foodie. That's something that will never change.

"So do you like it?"

"Is that a question, idiot I love this placeeeee,it's perfect"

"So about that therapist thing. I made some calls while you were a sleep. You're seeing him tomorrow at one."

Are you crazy ???just in case you forgot Mister, I've got stories to write an...d.How dare you even go ahead without my permission romanee!!!!." I shouted extremely upset now.

Calm down babe, I really just want what's best for you. I know everything that's happened. I know you're not okay Marr.
I've seen the way you just blank out for hours your mind not here, I've seen how you flinch when I breath a certain way, when I lift my hand.

"Just stop, leave it alone, this is my problem to fix" i said irritatedly gritting my teeth

"When we spoke about it you said you'd let me help you  thouroughly. What has happened to that promise Maria.  I've heard your cries through your bathroom door, You're still the broken girl I meet that day in my office.  I can see it, Won't you let me help you fully??"

"Shut the fuck up"I screamed, but he continued to speak.

"Stop burying your selve in your work. That will never truly save you hunny.
I showed you how to gain wealth but money will never be above your health. You're bleeding out and with the rate at which you're going you're bound to die. I've been watching you Marr and I know this is why you've not allowed me to come stay at your home any more.Why you hardly visit the office.Why you stopped coming home to me."

Tears came to my eyes as I started to tremble, hyperventilating.  "I don't want to...I just can't face one." I sobbed.

"Ssshh,I've got you, I'll go with you. It's going to be okay"  he cooed coming over to hold me in his arms.

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