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Me: Ashton.
Kayleigh: That's a cute name.
Me: Thanks...
Kayleigh: I'm going now.
Me: Ok, bye.
Fuck! I should've given her a fake name. Now I cannot ever tell her my real name, she's fucking smart. She'll guess it's me that is texting her.
I turned on the TV, was it bad for a teacher to fall in love with his student. I still cannot get over the fact that she actually kissed me back and let me grind on her, shit. I should not be thinking of her this way, she's a student.
I should've never offered to tutor her, I can't stop because her Mum is depending on me. What am I going to do? But fuck, she makes me go crazy, the way she's always sarcastic with me, the way she bites her lip when she concentrates. Ugh, she's so fucking hot! Stop, Ashton! She's underage and you're her teacher, you could lose your job.
Me: So, what's your name?
She didn't reply. She swears a lot, I've realised that. A fucking lot.
Kayleigh: Diana.
That made me laugh, I should've used a fake name and now she has when there was actually no need because I know her name. That's pretty smart though considering to her I am a stranger.
Me: That's a nice name. Do you like One Direction, they written a song about you.
Kayleigh: Yeah, sure.. Ok, technically it's about all the Diana's not just me.
Me: True..
I was literally so fucking awkward, I want to tell her who I am, but I must earn her trust first.
Kayleigh: Are we done?
Me: Sure.
I sighed and put my phone down. I got a packet of crisp and opened my laptop to look through my emails, I had my legs resting on the table.
ShawS@BrindleAcademy.org: Could you mark these for your Maths class tomorrow? They need to be up on the new website for the class to see their online. Thanks Bud.
StudentKayleigh@BrindleAcademy.org: We need to talk. That can never happen again, it was awkward and I don't like you this will never happen again. K, bye.
I giggled at her attempt to keep me away. I couldn't wait to see her tomorrow and see how awkward she gets around me, it's going to be so adorable, like her. I really can't help but feel this way, she's always on my mind. I even had a wet dream about her, how wrong is that. Ugh, I can't stop thinking about her.
Me: Do you like anyone?
Kayleigh: Not you.
Wow, That was rude. I mean, she doesn't know it's me so it's fine. This gives me an idea.
An Email To All Staff: Hello, it's Ashton. (Mr Irwin) I would much prefer if we didn't use my real name as I would like to keep that confidential, so from now on, please call me Fletcher. Not Ashton. Thank you for your time and understanding.
I smiled and pressed send. I got a few emails back saying 'ok' and 'sure' which was good because if anyone uses my name in school they'll call me Fletcher and I'm so clever. She won't know it's me texting her. Then I'll get her to fall in love with me and then I'll show her my true self and we can be together.
Kayleigh: Ok, that was pretty rude. I've had a bad day, I did something I shouldn't have.
Me: What did you do?
I hoped that she wasn't talking about us, I don't want her regretting what we did, because I don't regret it.
Kayleigh: It's nothing.
Me: Trust me, we don't know each other so I can't tell anyone you know. Plus, It's not good to hold it in.
Kayleigh: I... Kinda kissed my teacher.
There it was, she regretted it, she hated me. I didn't want her to regret what we did, it was a beautiful moment in time.
Me: Did you enjoy it?
Kayleigh: Would it be wrong if I did?
Me: Of course not. If you liked it, go for it.
I smiled. I couldn't believe she's here telling me that she actually enjoyed the kiss.
Kayleigh: Want to play twenty q?
Me: Sure, you go first.
It felt weird playing this because I couldn't actually reveal anything that would make her think it was Mr Irwin. God, when she calls me Sir! Didn't I tell her my name when she was drunk? She called me Ashton. Does she not remember that? Also Ashley and Arthur.
Kayleigh: What is your full name? 1st
Fuck.
Me: Ashton Gordon Thomas Hemmings, yours? 1st
Kayleigh: Long name, but it's cute. My name is Diana Louise Hemsfield.
That fake name was a lot better than mine.
Me: That's a beautiful name Diana.
Kayleigh: Thanks. So, How old are you? 2nd.
Me: 223
Me: 23*
Me: Sorry.
Kayleigh: You're old Ashton. ;)
Me: I think I'm going to use my last 19 questions from now until we meet.
Kayleigh: Fine. I'll save my 18 :3
Kayleigh: What makes you think we're going to meet?
Me: I can see into the future and by the way, 17.
Kayleigh: what?
Me: 16 questions left ;) my 19 are in tack.
Kayleigh: Shit, only 16... ;c I'm going to sleep, got work tomorrow.
Work? What?
Me: 18, how old are you?
Kayleigh: 21.
Lies. Lies. Lies.
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