Unclosed Desires

Chapter 26: Freedom

Beca went to therapy three times a week, she did the best she could to get better and even though initially she didn't really believe in therapy. It did prove her wrong this time round because it did actually help her.

She refused to be vague with Dr Wyatt. She didn't want to hold anything back with them because for the first time in a long time she just wanted to get better and be approved for surgery because when she was back to being a doctor then she was back to being her . The nightmares were less apparent, though they still happened some nights, Chloe was now fully aware on how to handle it.

But she had to handle it fewer times in the past three weeks, and Beca's crippling insecurity over her scar went away after they slept together that night that they talked about it. Arizona came home the next day and found heaps of leftover chinese food and she knew what that meant, it meant they were too busy doing something else than eating and for the first time she was glad that they were.

Since that night and that week of the documentary team being around the hospital and since that day that Beca had that panic attack, she felt like all of that marked the beginning of her new chapter. This was a new chapter, she did actually have a new outlook on life and was grateful for it. She never really thought she would be one of those people who says they are blessed to be here but she was, that's what she considered now.

And today she especially never thought she would be thrilled about but Arizona, Chloe and Derek were all right when they said with everything that had happened, she really did feel like letting herself enjoy her birthday. Her first birthday with a fiance. Just one of many first she was going to have with a fiance.

So she decided to just indulged Chloe being the host of her birthday, it was the least she could do. And even though she wanted to shut Chloe up when she sang Beca awake by singing happy birthday in a soft yet still gleeful voice, she still chose not to because Chloe was excited and she wasn't going to ruin that. Plus Chloe did have an amazing singing voice so there was always that which made her stop herself from stopping Chloe.

A smile crept on her face as she felt Chloe's hand slid up from her jaw to the back of her head and her fingers curling in her locks as she brushed her lips gently against her cheeks still singing sweetly " Happy birthday to you "

Beca let out a small waking grumble as she stretched whilst still keeping in the same lying position "Are you done?" she blinked heavily as she turned her head and looked to Chloe with a still groggy smirk "Cause I'm kind of hoping you are"

"Shut up" Chloe mumbled as she leaned further towards Beca's mouth "I know you love it when I sing"

Beca just hummed with her lips now having a redhead pushed up against her "Yeah but when it's something other than happy birthday "

"It only comes round once a year so relax" Chloe whispered as her lips went against her cheek in a heated hard manner. Her hand gripping onto her waist under her vest as well as under the covers. Her body slowly rolling onto Beca's and whispered against her lips "Do you want the first part of your birthday present?"

"Yes" Beca purred back as her arms loosely wrapped around Chloe's neck and soon slid for her hands to rest on Chloe's jaw and have her fingers lightly locking into her hair whilst her tongue came up against the redheads which engaged a small moan to come out of her mouth.

Chloe pressed her lips against Beca's neck, daring to even go to suck on her skin before Beca swatted her side with a giggle "Do not give me a hickey, Beale. I still have work today"

Chloe just let out an amused hum with her mouth now hovering over her girlfriends collarbone and whispered "I'll try to control myself"

Her lips then pressed down dead centre of Beca's chest and thanking god for the rather low neck tank top that she was wearing in the process. She kept her hands gripped firmly down on Beca's hips, having the brunette arch her back as Chloe's lips press light kisses down her body as some way to encourage her further. Her lips went against the stomach with the shirt being between her and Beca's skin.