Lumière Over Me (Sweeran fanfic)

So in love - Taylor

a/n: HAPPY VALENTINES DAY <3

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So in love - Taylor

I woke up to Meredith licking my nose and instantly I sat up. Rubbing my eyes I found Ed sleeping right next to me in the couch with the blanket wrapped around him like a burrito. I smiled at the image of him and slowly stood up trying not to wake him up. 

Did last night really happen? I've been thinking about the whole situation beforehand and I guess there really is nothing to be afraid of. Being with Ed is one risk I'm willing to make but if it all goes wrong...I wouldn't know what to do. If the media ever found out about us, everyone's going to have a frenzy and I'm certainly not ready for it. 

I walked to the kitchen and grabbed some eggs and pancake batter. Hopefull the smell would be strong enough to wake Ed up. Meredith accompanied me as I cooked and just when I was about to attempt flipping a pancake, Ed woke up. I stopped at the sight of him standing in the counter, his ginger hair was all over the place and he was wearing the smile that always got me. "Good Morning" he says.

"Hey, good morning" I reply waving the spatula with my hands.

"You're doing it wrong" he says and I looked at him with a confused experession, "I'm talking about the pancake flipping, you're doing it wrong"

"It's not like you can do any better" I say with a little challenge in my voice.

"Well" he walks towards me and grabs the pan from my hands, "May I remind you, I am an english man" 

I let the pan go and took a step backwards, "Show me then" 

I watch as Ed flips the pancakes and tries not to miss it. I took a glance as Meredith jumps up and down trying to keep up with the pancake flipping. "Okay, you've proved yourself already" I say clapping my hands.

Ed takes a bow and places the pancake on the plate in front of him. "I'm an expert" he says and pushes the plate towards me. 

"Yeah, no need to bring my self-esteem down" I say taking a bite off the pancake.

"I can teach you" Ed says and walks my way with the pan in his hands. There was already pancake batter on it and was just waiting to be flipped. "You shall learn from me, my little apprentice" I laugh taking the pan from him.

"Okay, so what do I do?"  I ask gripping the pan's handles. 

"Well" he places his hand on top of mine and instantly I felt the butterflies errupting from my stomach. Focus Taylor, focus. "First you do this" he says shaking the pan and bringing it up and down. "Then you once you think the batter is solid enough, you can now do the flipping"

"Yeah, as if I didn't know that already" 

"Don't question the master" he takes my other hand and wrapped it in the handle along with the other one, "Are you ready to flip?" 

I nodded and together our hands flipped the pancake, "HOLY" I exclaim suddenly jumping up and down. "Did you see what I just did?" 

He lets go of my hands and nods with a huge smile on his face, "Congratulations" he says one half sarcastic and one half not.

"Hey, don't be annoying"

"I'm not being annoying!" he replies. 

"Yes, you are" 

"No, I'm not" 

I frowned a little and dipped my finger into the pancake batter before quickly smudging it on Ed's nose. "You did not just do that" he says.

"Oh, I just did" 

"This is war!" he exclaims and chases me around the counter, he dipped his hand into the pancake batter and was trying to catch me. 

I grabbed the bowl of batter and started throwing it at him, Ed made his way around the counter and smacked his hand on my face. We started laughing as I tried to push him away but his hold on me was too strong. 

I dipped my fingers into the mixture one last time before I touched Ed's face with it, "Seriously, I think I just lost my appetite" Ed says laughing. 

"You can say that again" I reply. I found myself staring into his eyes once again, which was totally dangerous. He was too close already, no way in hell was I going to let him go. 

Ed's grip around me became tighter as mischivous smiles creeped into our faces. "You'll pay for doing that" he says softly, almost like a whisper. 

"Okay" Everything inside me was wearing thin, there were so many things running through my head all at once. "Are you going to kiss me?" I ask a little shy, my heart pounding against my chest.

"If you want me to" He replies, I felt his pulse against my chest; beating in the same pace as mine. 

"Do it then" I say and before I knew it Ed has closed the gap between us. The kiss was hard but soft at the same time, something you can't explain early in the morning. The kiss may have been a split second but it felt like forever. 

In that moment I realized something I've always denied, I wasn't just in love with him. 

I was so in love with him that it felt like everything he did was right and that somehow among all the confusion, I used to feel inside, just vanished.