Chapter Fifty-One

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Molly’s Point of View

Just who the fuck does he think he is? Certainly not the Justin I knew.

I would never commit suicide. I couldn’t do it to the people I loved, I wouldn’t put them through that.

Do you know what hurt the most?

That he wouldn’t listen to me or believe me. Like he was trying to convince me on what I did. Or for that matter didn’t do. I can’t remember much of that night. I can remember actually having a good time at the party. Then I went to take my medication, then everything went black. I didn’t take an overdose, I swear I didn’t. I wouldn’t. but no one believed me. If they did they wouldn’t be sending me to some institute. You think you have people that love you, that trust you, that believe you. Obviously I don’t know people very well.

I followed the nurses to a room. I walked in and my clothes were sitting there, the same ones from the party. I slipped on my dress and heels. There was a hoodie lying there as well. It must be Justin’s, he must have wrapped it around me when he found me. I looked out the window, it was quite windy. I sighed and put it on. I was just getting out of this place, I don’t want to be back with pneumonia.

I turned to door handle and walked out to find the nurses waiting there for me again.

‘you don’t have to come with me everywhere, I am perfectly capable you know’ I said looking at them.

‘sorry Miss, you’re on suicide watch, you can’t be left alone for the next 72 hours’ the one on the left said apologetically.

Oh awesome, just fucking brilliant. I’m on suicide watch. Weird, given that I didn’t try to commit suicide. I walked along behind them as they made their way to the doors. There was a cab waiting for me, with a lady already in it. Oh yeah, I can’t be left alone in case I try to ‘overdose’ again.

I sighed and got in, slamming the door behind me. The lady was writing on dome forms.

‘Hello Molly’ she smiled fakely at me. Ugh. I smiled sarcastically and slouched down in my seat. As I did, I caught something in the corner of my eye. That something had sandy hair and probably the most famous face on the planet. Yah, you guessed it, it was my ‘husband’.

I looked at the driver who was fumbling around trying to find his keys. Oh for fuck sake, just find them!

‘Molly!’ I heard Justin shout and I turned to see him pounding the window beside me. I raised an eyebrow at him, rolled my eyes then looked away.

‘Molly, I’m sorry’ he shouted through the window.

The driver found his keys and put them in, as he did I rolled my window down a little.

‘fuck off’ I smiled sarcastically at Justin as the driver drove off, leaving him standing at the hospital.

‘I’m Marny by the way’ the lady smiled.

‘lovely’ I sighed as I looked out of the window. ‘so Marny, could you please tell me why I am on suicide watch for the next 72 hours?’

‘you took around 17 pills, washed them down with straight vodka on an empty stomach. Your body shut down and you died for 3 whole minutes’ she nodded.

‘wonderful’ I sighed. ‘you know I didn’t want to kill myself, it was a mistake’ I spoke honestly.

‘well, that may be so, but it’s routine for you to go here. If you did try to commit suicide, you’ll get help. If no, think of it like a holiday’ I laughed softly, still watching everything go by.

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