Chapter Forty-Four

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‘this is so obvious!’ I groaned as I tried on yet another figure hugging dress. Unfortunately for me, I was pregnant and still not ready to tell anyone. I was somewhere between 3 and 4 months pregnant and I had a little belly. Sure I had put it down to eating too much and had worn baggy jumpers up until now, but at some point I was going to have to come out with it.

It’s not like I’m ashamed. I’m happy about having this baby, in fact I’m more than happy, I’m excited. So was Justin. But it just feels that if we tell people, everyone will know and it’ll stop being between us, well us and Cal and Demi of course. But it’s like our little secret. Our little baby that no one else knows about. The minute we come out about it we’re going to get criticised for being to young, that it’ll ruin Justin’s career, that it isn’t his and that kind of nasty shit.

Plus I hadn’t even told my Mom or Dad. My Mom could find out with the rest of the world, so could my dad in fact, but I felt like I owed it to Keke and Meegan and the rest of them. Besides I hadn’t seen the baby since the honeymoon.

I was going to have to tell them before Tuesday, Justin and I were going to the Grammys and I had been told that hoodies were not acceptable. The catch? Today is Monday. I sighed as I took the dress off and took out my phone. I looked through my contacts until I got to J.

I pressed dial at Justin’s name. He was out in the studio or something.

‘Hello beautiful’ I could hear him smiling.

‘Hey’ I laughed. Really? That still made me blush? Hormones.

‘hows my baby?’ again I could hear the happiness in his voice.

‘oh I’m fine’ I laughed sitting back, leaning against the wall as more dresses were brought in by Demi. I made sure no one else was allowed in until I had picked one. I mean its kinda hard to hide that you’re pregnant when you’re standing in nothing but your underwear.

‘well it’s always good to hear that’ he laughed. ‘how’s the unborn baby?’

‘do you have to call it that? It makes it sound like some kind of alien’ I laughed.

‘fine! How is our baby?’ he laughed.

‘much better, uuh fine I guess, the bump is getting a little bigger everyday, I swear’ I sighed looking don at my slightly swollen stomach. ‘… it’s gonna be hard to hide, especially at the grammys.’ I said hesitantly. ‘especially since you wont let me wear a hoodie’ I laughed softly.

‘you know what you’re right, wearing another of my hoodies that you’ve been wearing all the time because they drown you, just so you can hide the bump is a much better way of keeping It a secret.’ he said sarcastically.

‘do I sense sarcasm?’

‘yes you do’

‘Justin …’ I said slowly.

‘you want to tell everyone’ he said simply.

‘uhh … yeah, but its not just my decision and there’s so much to take into account-’

He cut me off. ’you’re picking dresses right?’

‘yeah but-’

‘well take it from me, you look hot in everything’ I looked down blushing and smiled. Damn hormones. ‘and I’m basically finished here, so I’ll come by and pick you up, we can out, it’s a nice day, talk this over?’

‘that’s pretty romantic for us’ I laughed.

‘what can I say, I knew it was in me’ he laughed. ‘see you soon’

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