〖untitled fire〗⟪yelena x reader)

|| Complicated memories ||

 Sorry for not updating i've just been pretty tired lately lmfaoo

but heres a chapter 

they'll be another chapter tommorrw so don't worry

also thanks for 1k thats literally so amazing ily guys

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~ { 10:47 A.M } mid morning }

     Armin flickered his eyes in shock. His faced turned with confusion for the remaining seconds. "Haven't you gotten your memories yet?" Armin said feeling a little dumb folded. You lifted your eyebrow to his posture. He seemed to think you were pulling some sick joke. Overwhelmed with all those memories, your mind was racing. You needed to tell Commander Hanji or else you'd feel like you were going against them in a way.   

        Stuttering with your words and your thoughts, "Armin its really serious, i really need to see Hanji." You finished in a hurry to run to Hanji's Lab. You ran down through hallway through hallway. You finally reached outside and started making your way towards the front doors.

         Stepping up onto the stone stairs towards the door. You let the cold breeze sends chills down your spine as you reached your hand  out to twist the door knob. Before you could even reach the door handle. You felt a warm smooth hand gently grab your shoulder from behind. Turning around to Yelena standing in front me. She wore khaki colored loose jeans, with a black long sleeve crewneck. She was smiling, completely oblivious to what perviously happened. Still a bit overwhelmed you really didn't know what to say. You just closed your eyes and hugged her. A bit surprised by the quick action Yelena blushed a bit, "I missed you too but this seems like a sad hug" Yelena said fixing her tone. 

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      Looking down to meet your eyes Yelena smiled, not understanding the situation but happy that you're crying to her. After a few minutes went by, you heard a few cracks and creeks from behind you. You turn out of the hug to see Bright eyed Hanji standing in the door. "Ah y/n , what may you have brought miss Yelena here for?" Hanji said "she wanted to watch"  you stumbled to answer "But there is something else that i need to speak with you about" You finished.

      Hanji looked over at Yelena then back at you "important enough, you're going to tell me in front of her" implying Yelena behind you. "yes i trust her enough " you replied back. 

        You felt Yelena's body heat after you said that, realizing she has stepped closed to you. Hanji smiled and opened up the door for us. I can say it was quite funny seeing Yelena duck serval time to get under the and through the doorways. Reaching and then entering Hanji's office, me and Yelena both sat down in the two chairs in front of her desk. With a click of the door closing Hanji then sat down in the slightly intimidating leather chair on the opposite side of her desk. 

Always trying to seem so professional you thought.

      "So what's it you want to talk about before we train Cadet" Hanji said trying to remain strictly professional in front of you since Yelena was here. Hanji was always loud and funny with everyone, but she never really talked to Yelena about anything that wasn't Marley or Eren Jaeger related. 

        " i got most or what i think of most of the memories of the girl that had my titan before me" you said, curious on the first thing Hanji would say. "how and when, explain it all to me" Hanji said leaning in both of her elbows on the desk scooting her face closer. She was already starting to act normal, probably just out of curiosity. " after i woke up i had went into my dorm room at headquarters to get some clothes to change into and take a shower before training, but when i got into my room i passed out saw these memories." you said in a quick breath. Yelena's head quickly zoomed towards you, her eyes widened.

 " you passed out  like that and didn't tell me beforehand?" Yelena said sharply. you sucked in your breath "me passing out was not that big of a deal as the memories" you said looking down and putting your head into one of your hands. "i've been trying to inter-put all the memories but i only got bits and pieces so i don't really understand 100 percent" you finished looking up at Hanji. Yelena reached over to rub your back, regretting making you feel bad.  "what exactly happened in those memories?" Hanji said ignoring the tension heavily spread across the room. "the girl that had the titan before me was a girl named Veronica, i don't know anything about a last name" you paused. " I- or well she " you stuttered on your words trying to explain. " i saw Reiner sitting in front of her, this Veronica girl was going on about Reiner giving her powers to someone with an important bloodline"  you quickly said "She seemed to know and accept  that she was going to die and give up her powers". you went on persistently. " they were in what seemed like an old cabin, but whatever person they were planning on giving it to at the time was directly connected with the special bloodline line of Ymir." you said soundly. You looked up to see Hanji's eyes filled with mild fear. Yelena seemed unfazed, understanding she doesn't know the full story/region of and about the titans beginning. 

         Hanji squeezed her eyes tight and pushed her lips together. " So basically you have the bloodline of Ymir" Hanji said sternly. " i'm not all that sure, no one knows what Reiner and those traders Full intentions were. For all we know they could've had someone else ready to eat Veronica but their plan had spoiled when you found me and their hidden buildings in the forest."  You paused  "because if i was the first choice, wouldn't you think they would have turned me into a titan before running so quickly?" you tried reassuring her. 

      The possibility of you being in the direct bloodline of the people that created the titans in the first place, scares you. Not knowing what the government would do with you. Wondering if they'll have to rely on you or Eren is a dealbreaker. You wouldn't be able to give up everything for everyone. If all of this is true, you could grow to be stronger than the founding titan Eren posses. But you don't really think you're good enough for that spot in humanity. 

         "Only assuming you do have Ymir's blood in you, i'm guessing the only thing that kept you from not ending up like all the royal blood is the miscalculation in the way you were injected" Hanji breathed out. "also causing her to have human like superpowers " Yelena surprising popped in. Hanji nodded, " well it's a good thing you already wanted to start using your powers in the squad"  Hanji went on " I really want you to sleep it out tonight and be ready for training first thing in the morning. We are going to have to only assume you have the blood of Ymir so we'll start training you quick." Hanji finished getting up to open the door for you and Yelena. 

        You stood up, consumed with different thoughts racing through your head. walking quickly, you didn't notice a stone step outside the doorway and tripped onto the gravel. you started giggling and then they started laughing with you while you got up. " it seems i must've dropped my Vicks Vapor rub Hanji, i'll get her out of your hair" Yelena said stepping towards you helping you up putting her two hands on both of your shoulders. ( i seriously hope you guys got that lol ) 

       Hanji started laughing even more along with Yelena. You pouted towards the name. You and her continued walking towards the dining hall for lunch for the day. you couldn't stop thinking about what Yelena said . 

" must've dropped My Vicks vapor rub".

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