Girl Troubles || Kuzusouda

Ch6 || Acceptance

AN) TW for mentions of homophobia, drinking, and child abuse(It's not THAT angsty I promise, just a paragraph)

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Kazuichi didn't want to believe he was gay or bisexual. He didn't want to have any romantic attraction to men. Why the fuck was Fuyuhiko making it so hard for him?

His heart flutters whenever he sees Miss Sonia, and when she talks to him whether it be good or bad, and when her arm brushed against his when walking past each other in the hall that one time.

But his heart flutters in the same exact way when he kisses Fuyuhiko, and when Fuyuhiko told him they were on the same level, and when he looks at how beautiful Fuyuhiko really is.

He'd always dreamed of having a pretty girlfriend with long hair and big tits since he was a pre-teen, but right now, he just wants a blond yakuza who's height is just as short as his temper.

Kazuichi Souda has fucked up.

He finds himself at the entrance to the garage at his house, which he then walks into.

With Sonia, he just thought she was hot, he never knew her like he knows Fuyuhiko. Kazuichi can admit that Fuyuhiko is very attractive as well, but that's not why he's drawn to the Yakuza. He's drawn to him because he's nice - if you really get to know him that is - and fun to be around, and he has so many interesting stories, and he's brave. He's so fucking brave for telling him that he likes him but Kazuichi had to run away like a fucking child.

"What the fuck is wrong with me?" His question is a whisper and it's to himself. He sits down and begins running his hands through his own hair to try and calm himself down. It doesn't work. Kazuichi was never a violent person, but he had to do something.

So he kicks over a cardboard box which, based on the sound it makes when crashing to the ground, is full of nails and screws. It only takes a few seconds for the door to open. "The hell is all the racket in here?" "Sorry! I accidentally ran into a box ." "Alright, don't break anything kid." "Hey pops, umm... can we talk?"

Kazuichi follows his dad out to his living room and they sit down on two couches facing of each other. "Hey so umm... you hate gay people right?" "Kinda. What, don't tell me you're one a them fags or something?" "No no it's not that it's just..."

Kazuichi didn't know how to phrase this. His dad hit him as a kid whenever he missed school. He knows how homophobic he is and his drinking problem's only gotten worse so it's likely if he says too much, he's getting a nasty bruise.

"I umm... I dunno, just wondering exactly where you stand." "What? Why?" "Oh uhh... someone in my class came out as gay today." "Oh, I don't give a shit, just don't want my son to be one." "Heh yeah I'm... yeah no I totally like girls."

Why the hell did he try to talk to his dad? What the fuck was his goal?

"Hey can I ask why me being gay would be a bad thing? I'm not saying I am, I'm just curious." "Pedophiles are gay, I don't want you to end up being a pedo, that's fuckin' gross. Plus they're just weird." "Yeah... Well what would you do if I was? Again, just curious." "Beat the gay outta you." Kazuichi's dad starts laughing as if he made some kinda dark joke. Kazuichi follows suit just so it doesn't look suspicious. "Well I think I should probably head out, I'm gonna go hang out with one of my friends." "Okay kid, have fun."

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Kazuichi:

Hey man,, u busy??