It has now been nine months since my abusive boyfriend and I broke up. I finally have been able to get away from him and move on. The things he said to me still replay in my head once in a while, but I think I'm finally ready to open back up and get into a new relationship. I've met this really nice guy through some friends of mine, his names Tayler. He's really sweet and genuine, very funny too. Not to mention he's very cute. But most importantly, he's a gentleman. We've known each other for about three months now and when we met, we automatically clicked. I actually was willing to open up to him about my past, and he was very sympathetic and understanding.
3 months later
Tayler and I started dating a little over 2 months ago. He's been the best boyfriend so far, that I could ever ask for. But currently, we're in a bit of an argument. I'm not one that likes to argue, and this argument seems to be getting a bit out of hand.
"No, Tayler listen. I don't want to argue anymore, just forget I ever said anything." I sit down on the bed and place my hand over my face, rubbing it out of stress.
"What don't you understand y/n?! I don't want nothing to do with any other girl! If I did I would leave!" He yells and I begin to shake a bit. I remember my ex yelling at me every night...hitting me, repeatedly.
It's not that I'm scared of Tayler, the whole reason this argument started is because I saw a girl all over him at the party we attended tonight, so I decided to mention it to him. He pushed her away, but it just didn't sit well with me.
I just have trust issues and such, he knows this, so it only makes sense for me to bring it up. Not to mention, I think any girlfriend would do that.
This is our first huge argument. We have small ones, that don't consist of yelling, just banter back and forth; that's about it.
I had mentioned how if he didn't want me anymore he can leave, and the argument has gotten even more heated.
"Tayler, please.."
"No, listen to me!" He yells again and I jump, flinching slightly as he walks closer to me. My hand raises in front of my face and I shut my eyes, ready for something to hit me. Whether it be a fist, a lamp, a book, a phone, just anything....
"Y/n?" His voice now calm, filled with complete guilt as well.
I look up and see his eyes beginning to gloss over with tears.
"I'm so sorry.....I should've never yelled I- I'm so sorry baby." He says as he walks over to the bed and sits down beside me. He carefully wraps his arms around my body and brings me into him.
"I'm so so sorry. I didn't mean it. I don't want to leave you. I don't want to hurt you. I'm not going anywhere." He says calmly as he brushes down my hair. My face is buried into his chest as he lets me know how much I mean to him, and how sorry he is.
"You're such a good girlfriend, a good person. I would never hit you, I promise I'm not like him." He softly kisses my head and rubs my back soothingly.
"It hurt me to see you do that. I now know I shouldn't have yelled at you like that. But please know I care about you and I only have my eyes on you. No one else." He continues. At this point he's babbling.
"Tayler, it's okay. Thank you for apologizing. I'm sorry I'm such a mess." I mumble as I pick my head up and look at him.
"No, you're not a mess baby. You're perfect just the way you are. You're so strong as well. Please forgive me for tonight?" He asks as a few tears roll down his face.
"It's okay, I forgive you. Let's just talk it out next time, please?" He nods his head quickly and pulls me back into his arms.
"Again, I'm so so sorry. I'll work on myself, I promise." He mumbles and I smile at his words.
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A/N- sorry for not updating in a while and thank u sooo much for all the support, for voting and for having patience with me. and I am asking a favor from u guys, pls go read my book called "2 Different Worlds" pls and vote
