I watched as my boyfriend did a tiktok. I don't know how he put up with the hate. I know right most of the time it's the girl that gets hate which I do just not as much as Josh. Josh got hate from my fans saying that I could do so much better but instead I was with pretzel boy. Then I get hate because of my fans although I tell my fans to stop hating on him. Sometimes he would randomly kiss me. I don't know why he just does and he just stares at me while smiling. Suddenly he comes up to me and hugs me.
Josh- I'm so lucky to have you. I love you so much....
Y- me too Josh and I love you more
He picks me up and carrys me to my room. Yes I live alone and Josh comes over all the time. He lays me down and puts his head in the crook of my neck. Seconds later I feel something wet against my neck. What is tha- Omg is Josh crying.
Y- Josh.... Baby... Bubs?
He loves it when I call him bubs or bubba. I don't know why he just does.
J- mhm?
Y- Are you crying?
J- ummm... no
Y- baby it's ok.... Why are you crying bubs?
I sat up causing him to whine. I saw he was trying to cover his face in my neck so I grabbed his head with my hands and looked at him. Yup he was crying. My poor baby.
Y- Josh why are you crying
J- Will you ever leave me for someone else?
Y- what of course not bubba... why would you even think that?
J- Well everyone tells me that I-I'm n-not good enough a-and th-at you c-can find someone b- better than m-me and I'm starting t-to believe them....
He said looking away cause he didn't want me to see him cry.
Y- oh josh... Bubba look I would never ever ever leave you Ok? Your good enough for me. Ha who am I kidding your 1000x better ok? You could literally leave ME for any girl you want. Don't listen to the Ok they know nothing about us only the stuff they see online.
J- B-but it's not j-just fans...
Y- What do you mean bubba? Who tells you this?
J- um the Hype House g-guys they always say d-deserve better. T-that you d- deserve someone like um Chase o-or Ryland t-that you or-
Y- bubba no I love you. They know nothing. Even you don't know how much I love you. I don't just want you in my life I need you in my life. OK? and no one is gonna change that ok?
I saw Josh smile at me.
Y- Now is that why you've been acting weird all week?
J- U-um.yeah... kinda
Y- it's ok bubba I'll never leave you. Do you want to watch a movie or make tiktoks?
J- Lets make Tiktoks yeah?
Y- yayy lets go show them how happy we are together
I wiped his face while he blushed realizing he full on cried in front of me. I giggled at him blushing. I then kissed him. He then stood up and pulled me into a hug. After about 5 minutes I got out of his grip, pecked his lips and ran. He yelled HEY! after me while I was laughing. He quickly caught up to me and picked me up while tickling me. After begging him to stop he said
J- How about we watch a movie instead?
Y- yeah - Skip 45 minutes-
Josh had fallen asleep I my arms so I decided that I would post on Instagram
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This is my baby. I hate that I had to see him upset today by what people tell him. He's everything I wanted. If you can't respect that don't you dare call yourself a friend or fan of mine. I can't ask for anyone better that him. And for the people out there telling him he's not good enough STOP!! You know who you are. If you can't accept our relationship then leave. Thankyou for your time.
so guys i wont be able to post much till the 30th of april cuz my final exams have started so i need to focus on that for now but after that i will start post again
