36 Questions That Lead To Love - Wolfstar (COMPLETED)

Question 18

Question 18:

What is your most terrible memory?

*laughs* The same. My family left me alone which is not even the worst. The worst is that they forced me to leave my brother. They forced me to leave him alone with them in hell and I couldn't do anything against it. He pretends to hate me ever since and I can't tell if he really does or not. If he does, I- *swallows* It would be my fault that he grew up to be one of them.

I'm so sorry.

Not your fault. *smiles sadly*

My worst memory is also my seventh birthday, too. My father was furious that I didn't come back right after school. Why? I have no idea. At that time, I really thought that he didn't even care about me at all. All he ever did was shouting at me and leaving me alone. That day was worse than all before. He didn't stop to shout at me and then he hit me. Again and again. I really thought he would never stop. At some point I stopped feeling it. I just heard how his fist connected with my tiny body again and again. I guess at some point there was even a knife, but I can't remember... *fights the tears* I don't know why he even stopped. Too much alcohol? Exhaustion? Pity? My mum? Conscience? If he even still had something like that. I guess if he had continued a little longer, I would have died that day. After or during that, I couldn't tell, I passed out. I don't know for how long, but it must have been for one or two days. When I woke up, I somehow managed to stay awake for long enough to drink and eat something. Which was not quite the smartest idea of my life because then I had to vomit. Briefly after that I passed out again.

You know the end of the story. Lily saved me and I was taken to the hospital and slowly recovered, although I could never get rid of the scars. The visible ones and the ones inside me. Lily visited me as often she was allowed to. At first, I was almost every time unconscious or asleep, but later we talked and played.

This is not at all nice or romantic. It's cruel. Who would force someone to relive something like that?!

Well, I guess they didn't know what we had to go through so far.

What you had to go through so far. I had a lovely childhood compared to you.

No, you didn't, you also deserved better.

Thanks.