the edge of tonight (eddie x juicy/gaege)

SIX (kinda smut?) ⚠️ TW

The only thing that will make you happy, is being happy with who you are.

Gaege rolled over and groaned, sitting up. He looked at his phone, 7:28 am. He glared towards his door and got up, storming towards it. He swung it open.

"EDDIE! IT'S SEVEN IN THE FUCKING MORNING CAN YOU BE FUCKING QUIET!" He screamed out the door, walking to the railing.

Eddie walked out into the living room, looking up at Gaege, "Oh, I'm sorry, did I wake you up from you're beauty sleep?" He snickered.

"Yes, you did actually." he folded his arms and walked down the stairs.

Eddie eyed him as he walked, "You look handsome even when you just woke up and screamed at me, with your lil' attitude." he cooed.

Gaege just huffed, walking over to Eddie, planting a kiss to his cheek, "You're not funny."

"Oh, I'm not? Are you sure?" He smiled, pulling Gaege into a hug.

Gaege relaxed into the hug, "Okay, maybe a little bit." He let out a breath he didn't know that he was holding.

Eddie raised a brow, "Amor, are you okay? You seem tense." He rubbed up and down the youngers back.

Gaege nodded, "Yeah, I don't know. I've been stressed. I'm okay, though." he smiled to give hik reassurance, and pulled from the hug, laying on the couch.

Eddie smiled at him, sitting next to him. "Here look, turn your back to me and I'll give you a massage."

Gaege just nodded and moved his legs so he could face the opposite way. He turned his body and leaned forward. Eddie turned to face Gaege's back. He placed his hands on the backs of Gaege's shoulder.

Gaege let out a sigh when he started moving his hands, he felt his muscles relax and he leaned into Eddie's movements. He would be lying if he said it didn't feel like heaven. He could already feel the tension in his body loosen up.

Eddie sucked on his bottom lip a bit. He moved one hand to the front of Gaege's neck and the other to his  waist. He pulled Gaege back by his neck to look at him.

Gaege's eyes flew open and he looked up at Eddie, he swallowed out of nervous habit.

Eddie just smiled at him, leaning in to press his lips against the younger's, kissing him. 

Gaege blushed a bright crimson color, closing his eyes, letting his lips move against Eddie's.

Eddie pulled away, moving Gaege around and setting him in his lap. He kissed Gaege once more, placing his hands on his waist, squeezing gently as to not scare or hurt him.

Eddie was horny, he couldn't lie. He wanted to fuck Gaege against the couch until he cried. He's been wanting that since day one. Every-time he saw Gaege, he always caught himself  staring at his ass, or his lips, or his throat. He always thought about how good his hands would look around Gaege's throat, or how pretty Gaege's pretty, pink lips, would look wrapped around his dick as he throat fucked him as tears fell from his eyes.

Gaege, on the other hand, wasn't thinking about anything like that. He was internally freaking out. He never got this close with someone in a while and it scared him. He didn't want Eddie to leave after he fucked him. He felt like everyone would leave and just throw him in the trash.

He was broken from his train of thought when Eddie slipped his fingers in the band of his shorts, grinding up against him.

Gaege's eyes flew open and he quickly moved off of Eddie. He bit at his lip and played with his hands.

Eddie looked over at Gaege worriedly, "Did I do something wrong? I'm sorry, I didn't mean-" he got cut off.

"No, it's not you, I promise. I just...I just can't right now, I'm sorry." he sighed and got up.

Eddie stood up, grabbing Gaege's hand, intertwining their fingers. "Amor, it's okay. Don't be sorry. If you aren't ready, you aren't ready. I will never force you to do something you aren't ready to do, okay? You mean the world to me and I never want you to feel uncomfortable." he raised Gaege's hand up to his lips and pressed a kiss to the top, smiling softly at him.

Gaege started to tear up, "I wish I could see myself the way you saw me."

Eddie's face dropped into a frown and he placed his hand on Gaege's cheek, stroking it with his thumb.

"Gaege, you are absolutely stunning. There are no words to describe the way I feel about you. Nothing could ever even change the way I feel about you. You are the most amazing person I ever laid my eyes on. You are so kind, you have such a big heart, when you sing, it makes my heart swell. You need to know, I would never look at you any different than I do now. And I will always tell you this, no matter what, because it's all true. I love you more than anything in this life, that will never change." He placed another kiss to his hand, offering up a smile to Gaege.

Gaege sniffled and looked up at Eddie, "You love me?"

Eddie nodded, "Of course I do, I have since day one." He hugged Gaege close to him.

"I love you. Thank you so much for always being here." He cried into Eddie's shoulder.

Eddie rubbed his back, "I'll always be here, no matter what. Like I said, nothing can ever change the way I feel about you."

Gaege pulled away and sniffled, Eddie wiped his eyes with his thumb.

"Pinky promise?" Gaege offered up his pinky.

Eddie just smiled, interlocking their pinkies, "Pinky promise."

Gaege smiled, hugging Eddie once again, "Can we go watch a movie?"

Eddie nodded, "Of course we can, let's go." he started walking away.

Gaege huffed dramatically, "My legs don't work. You have to carry me!"

Eddie just laughed and ran over, scooping Gaege up bridal style, "You are one of the most laziest people I have ever met!"

Gaege smiled and laughed, causing Eddie to laugh.

They both giggled as Eddie walked upstairs to the bedroom.

"Hey, you ever wonder why we have toes?"

"Gaege!"

Eddie just laughed as he shook his head, looking at his boyfriend. He smiled widely as he couldn't believe he got such a perfect boyfriend.

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