𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑟𝑦•𝑚.𝑝

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⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️ MENTION OF CUTTING,SUICIDE AND RAPE THEMES!

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꧁Alana Preston꧂

Maybe I should just do what they're all telling me too.

After all,it's probably my fault I got raped.

I'm useless.

I'm a whore.

I'm dirty.

I'm impure.

I'm nothing.

I find an old sharpener or mine and took out the blade.

I hold it up to my wrist-

You: "One for being a slut."

I swipe the blade once.

You: "One for being dirty."

I do it again and wince in pain.

You: "One f-for being nothing."

I do it again as my voice cracks.

You: "And one for being a burden."

I do it one last time and watch the blood trickle down my wrists,to my hands.

A sigh of relief escapes my lips and slide down the wall.

It felt as if the days were so long and they were just on replay.

I-I-felt like,

nothing.

Mama: "Alana?"

I wipe my tears and instantly cover up my arm.

I walk up to the door,unlocking it and I open it steadily.

Mama: "Are you going school today?" She questions.

I made sure to open the door,but I didn't show my face.

You: "Y-yeah,I'm just changing."

Mama: "Okay,I'll leave you too it."

I shut the door and lock it again.

Guess I'm going....

I had no energy to do anything,so I just put on some loose clothes.

An oversized hoodie,along with some oversized joggers.

I try smiling again at myself in the mirror,but all I saw was an unworthy person.

A person who was fat,ugly and unclean.

I sucked it all up and grabbed my bag.