𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑟𝑦•𝑚.𝑝

ғɪɴᴀʟ ɢᴏᴏᴅʙʏᴇ•123

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꧁Alana Preston꧂

I was already up.

That's new of course, but I was only up because I felt the urge to start cutting myself again....

I sigh and slash another line on my wrist.

I look down at the blood and then straight at my mirror...

I didn't even feel the pain anymore,

Just like I don't feel anything for anyone anymore...

I can't do this anymore.

I've got to try again...

Or should I...

What would happen to my Ma?

No Alana.

She has Raymond!

Mattia?

He can always find someone else?

I put the blade down and think back to yesterday.

Flashback-

You: "I'm going to be with you soon dad. I promise."

I think to myself,

I love you Ma, I love you everyone.

I hope you all have a better life without me.

I take a step over the edge,

but then suddenly feel a heavy gust of wind push me back.

You: "Fuck sake-

I groan and get back up.

End of Flashback.

Universe really didn't want me leaving, huh.

Maybe I should just give life,

one, more, shot?

Should I?

I hear a knock on my door and then the sound of Raymond-

Raymond: "Alana? It's Mattia again? Can you please let him in?" He asked with a sigh.

I hesitated at first and then slowly walked to the door.

I forget about my arm and then quickly cover it up, unlocking the door.

I look up from my down gaze and their faces hang open.

Mattia: "Alana? Baby?"

The sound of his voice,