**Flash Back**
"I love you Meg" Niall said.
"I love you too Nialler" I replied.
"Forever and Always?" Niall asked.
"Forever..and Always.." I answered with a smile.
"If you ever broke up with me, i think i would just die.." Niall said.
"Well Good thing you dont have to worry about that..because i love you..no matter what.." I said.
"I know..i must be so lucky to have such a beautiful girl like you in my life.." Niall said kissing me passionatly.
"I must be so lucky to have such a caring and loyal boy like you in my life.." i said kissing nialls nose.
**Flash Back Over**
It was Niall and your 1 year anniversary. You didnt want anything romantic and neither did niall...so you went to a club. Of course Niall got drunk, being the Irish boy that he is.
"Hey babe, Shelby needs some help i'll be right back.." Niall said.
I shook my head. "Go ahead i'll be right here.." i said as niall left.
"I love you Meg!" I heard Niall yell just as he left.
Its been about 15 mintues and niall wasnt back. Where is he? I walked out the door where niall went but someone stopped me. Emma, my best friend.
"Oh Hey Em whats up?" I asked.
"Oh nothing im really bored, my so called date is flirting with every girl, i saw you and thought you might wanted to hang. " Emma smiled.
"Suree! But im about to see where niall is, you can come if you want to." I said. Emma nodded and we headed out the door.
We followed a hallway into a room. It had a balcony and we heard something..
"Oh Niall! Faster Faster!" a girl yelled.
I slowly started walking to the door. Emma grabbed my hand.
"I dont think you wanna go in there..." she said.
"I have too.." i said a tears streaming down my checks.
"NIALL!" she yelled.
I stepped out onto the balcony and saw niall doing it with some slut. I guess it was Shelby... Typical Slut name..
"Niall?" i said crying.
"What? omg, Meg...it isnt what it looks like.. i swear we were just-" Niall said
"Just having SEX? on our 1 year anniversary? What happened to forever and always?!" i yelled at niall.
"Babe Listen please, it was a mistake i didnt mean anything it was an accident!" niall yelled.
"Falling into a ditch is an accident not falling into a Vagina!!!" i yelled at niall.
"Baby please, i love you!" niall said getting up.
"No, Stay away from me, I HATE YOU! How could you do this to me!" i said running out the door and out of the club.
"Megg! Meg! Please Wait!! I heard nialls yells but i didnt stop running. I finally made my way back to my house.
I kept getting text from niall.
Babbyy plz! i luv you please call me! xxNiall
Babe Pease i need you! Let me Explain! xxNiall
I love you and only you, and you know that, please baby. xxNiall
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Niall Leave me alone, I hate you, were OVER! xxMeghan
Baby please dont do this...PLEASE! Your my everything! xxNiall
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I couldnt do this anymore. I shut my phone off and went to sleep. I was woken up the next morning being violently shooken by my little sister rosie.
"Meg!! Get Up!! Its Niall!!" She said, she looks like she;s been crying.
"What are you talking about?" i asked still half asleep.
"NIALL'S DEAD!" Rosie cried.
I sat up. "What?! What are you talking about?" i asked.
"Niall, He..he..he killed himself last night.." Rosie said. I began to panic.
"How do you know!?" i asked standing up and checking my phone. I have one text. From Niall.
ohk baby, i just want you to know i love you, and i will miss you. Remember that one night, when we said forever and always..and i said if you ever broke up with me, i would just die..well since i couldnt keep my 1st promise, im gunna keep my second. I love you babe xox xxNiall
Omg, what have i done...i killed niall.. and to be honest i did love him. I through my jacket on and shoes and slipped outside. I got in my car and drove to nialls flat. I took the key hidden under the carpet and went inside. Nothing..nothing at all. Except a envelope. On nialls bed. It said Meg on it. in Nialls hand writing. I ripped it open and read it:
Dear Meg,
Hey baby, i love you so much. Im guessing since your reading this im dead. You know i loved you, and you know what happpend with Shelby last night was an accident. It meant nothing at all. You know that. Im sorry for leaving you, but i couldnt live in a world where the woman i loved didnt love me back. I meant it forever and Always... Forever and Always in My Heart. Even though it may not be beating anymore, it still holds all my love for you. Your gonna grow old, and fall in love. Not only that but your gonna have beautiful kids. I always wished that one day i would hear my own kids say " Daddy Daddy!" But i was only going to hear that with you as the mother and my beautiful wife. Im sorry for all the pain i've caused you. I love you. ~Forever and Always ~ xxNiall
By the end of the letter I was full-on crying. It was my faught that niall wasnt alive. It was my faught niall felt bad for hat Alchol did. I could never look at myself the same again. nI hated myself for what i put niall through. I could stand. There was something in the envelope. It was a ring. It had a peice of paper attatched to it.
Love, I know you wont be able to do this, but for now, will you please do the honors of being Mrs. Niall Horan? I was gunna propose last night. But God had a change of thoughts to the whole Idea. I love you baby xxNiall
I slipped the ring on my finger and sat on his bed holding his pillow crying. I held the pillow colse to my body which brought his sweet scent to my nose. I love Niall. I always have and I always will. No matter what. He was just unlucky. and it took all this for her to realized what he meant to her. Thats the worst part.
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Hey Guys So I hope You Liked It!! It was a Request..I hope you liked it Meg!! Tell me what you think!! Was it sad enough? Lol i think Niall dying is the saddest it could get :( Anyways..I hope you liked it! FAN...VOTE...Comment! Comment a request! I'll try to have them done as soon as possible!!
**Note** Dirty ones will be only short..sorry but its hard to write long ones..i mean what do you ant me to say...he slowly entered me...he moved in and out..in and out..in and out..in and out...then he went faster..in and out...in and out...LOL! Anyways Yea..Lol Byyee
~Hailey~
