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Russia x America

Depressing as sh-
Mmmmkay, not really...

Anyways~ this is for~
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🚹 x 🚹

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When America and I finally dated, things were wonderful. Being with him just... Spark something in me. I felt happy for once in a very long time.

I was going to our house to pick him up and make sure he's safe because lately, he's been depressed after getting kicked out, hated and betrayed by almost everyone. I was there the whole time and now, he stays with me, dealing with his illness. I had a bunch of flowers in one hand and in the other one was McDonald's since he likes them.

Walking over there made me felt like I was being watched. Every single movement is being recorded. I, myself, was feeling paranoid. Our fathers never approved our love for each other but our siblings do. Talking about which, I have to think a way to thank them, verbally is just not enough. Being almost shot twice by a hitman that our fathers sent had made Ame feel even more terrible and getting panic attacks, our siblings had to help us and it almost cost Uki's life. I almost lost my precious sister.

When I unlocked the door, Ame was sitting on the couch with a knife in his hands and shaking. I let go the stuff and rushed to his aid. I kneeled down next to him and gently grabbing his cheeks to make him face me. Tears coming out and hicks. I looked down on his arms and pulled the sleeves up. No cuts... I looked back up and he was smiling ear to ear while tears still coming out.

-I did it... For once... He whispered those words and his voice was shaking. He's really trying not to cut... Must be painful.

I slowly tried to grab the knife but he flinched it away from my hand and it was sharp so it cut my finger so I instantly hid it away from him.

-Please give me the knife Ame...

-No! I-I don't feel safe...

-I'm here now, Ame. You're safe, no matter what.

-B-But,

-No buts, everything is fine... I softly said the words and looking straight with soft eyes to his red and blue eyes. He looked down and observed the knife. He gave it to me and I smiled and took it away from him and did a small kiss on his forehead.

I went to the kitchen and placed back the knife. I went to the entrance door and locked it and pick the stuffs up. Ame went to me and I gave him the flowers and he smiled while saying thanks. I nodded in response. I went to the kitchen and Ame followed me from behind and we were quiet. I opened a drawer and looked something inside. Where's the gun? I looked behind and I saw America rearranging the flowers on the counter. He looked up and we looked at each other.

-Where's the gun? I asked and Ame eyes widened and he let the flowers go.

-It's not in the drawer?! He started to loose his normal breathing and it turned into a rapid one. I calmed him down by forcing him to follow my normal breathing speed and it always works.

I knew a hitman was somewhere in the house and now has the gun that always saves us from these type of situations. I looked around the room and hugged Ame with one of my arms. I am not going to let him die. If he dies, I die too. I'll meet him up in heaven or down in hell, I don't care. I looked at every corner of the house to try and spot a shadow or something.

-Up the- Ame started and he was stopped by... A-A bullet in his h-head....

I fell down on my knees and watched my partner die in front of me. My blood started to boil in anger and I lift my head at where Ame pointed and saw a shadow walking away. I ran up the stairs with a knife and chased him down.

I tackled him and made him let the gun go. I pushed it away and looked at him. I took off his mask and it was a human. A russian one. Dad...

-Who send you here? I growled and place the knife on his neck.

-You alrrready know! He answered in a russian accent.

I've had it with these people trying to kill one of us. Our fathers never understand our love. I growled and stabbed him in his throat and his eyes widened, breathing rapidly to try and get air. I pulled back the knife and stabbed his head. Once he stopped moving, I pulled it back. I've never been afraid to kill someone, but I've always been scared of going to jail. I went to the kitchen where Ame was and called the police. I told them what happened and they were going to be here in ten minutes. Perfect.

I dropped on my knees and hold the knife tightly in my hand. I'll meet you in the after life... I stabbed myself in the chest and blood came out of my mouth. I grunted at first, then pulled back and stabbed myself again and again until my heart stopped working. I fell to the side, looking at my partner's eyes until I lost my last air.

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I'm horrible at making sad stories, I just never read them...