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Feb26: I said I would keep y'all updated then forgot this book existed 😅

It's almost a year later, I am no longer dating the person in the last chapter. He was cheating anyway.

I've stopped convincing myself I was straight, and came out to my parents.

I never whent to therapy, my mom does threaten to put me in a mental hospital.

My parents tell me to "kms" all the time. I try to ignore it. I can't go to my sisters anymore.

She lies to my mom to get me in trouble. Things have been really hard. I'm about 28 days clean.

I also have an ed. I was 95 pounds at 12. I was about 188 pounds 8 months ago. Now I'm around 120.. I dont eat breakfast, I cant keep down lunch, and I never finish dinner. I exercise insanely.

I've officially pushed everyone I've ever cared about away. Mostly because I have OCD, ADHD, anxiety, Tics, tourettes, And I'm Bipolar...

I'm fucked up. Nothing much I can do about it though. My parents don't believe me.

I guess that's enough rambling.

I'll do a Q&A, ask anything in the comments and I'll post my answers in the next chapter ✌😁✌

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