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better

Ehhh

July 26: everything is better. I got over what happened with me and my friends. Mostly because I got bad news that my sister Ruby who I haven't really talked to since my birthday where she left me to blame myself when I was 5. Anyways I heard that she had a baby girl I was excited then I heard how she found out. She got drunk while pregnant. I knew what my dad ment. She had a miscarriage. So I decided to suck it up about my friends. I rather deal with her then them right now. And that's a good thing. I never talk to my sister she forgot my birthday this year my mom had to 'remind' her. I know she doesn't care tho. She picked a boy she didnt know. Over her sister. And her sister blamed herself. Mostly because my mom said it was my fault. But also because I wanted to believe that she was a good sister. But she got her 4 year old son token. And of course she blamed me.

Everything in my life was screwed up. Till I met Saphia. We had the same class in 5th grade. And I could relate to her. She made me feel like someone else knew how I felt. I thank Rylee for introducing us. After meeting Saphia I met Lilleigh. She also had somethings I understood. It felt good to have friends. After meeting Lilleigh I met Emma. Me and Emma didn't have much in common. But we understood what the other ment or what was going on. We knew if someone need to talk or if someone was hurt.

I will make my next chapters on them but I'll ask them first.

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