( Under revision) To the world full of chaos and war, fighting is the only way for peace there is no room to love
In a beta who was part of the blue moon pack and the older brother of pharm lived a hard life Specially when they lost their beloved...
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"pharm I said listen " Dean called as pharm walked fastly not listening to him at all and kept walking then Dean couldn't help but pull pharm's arm that made pharm bump into Dean's chest
"listen to me " dean whispered but he heard sobs
"you don't know how it feels like!! It felt as if I was robbed it felt as if i have no rights to know the truth " pharm yelled in dean's chest
"i felt i have no rights to know the truth of why my dad died!!! For years for 10 fucking years i had to look for that person and all those years his that person!!! For 10 fucking years i wanted answers all I wanted is answers p'dean I want an answer why did he just leave and let that happened to my dad!" pharm burst out his anger
"seeing my older brother incomplete trying to be okay when his not, keeping that smile even when i know he isn't ready to face another day of pain and problems ...................i just want everything to be okay. .......to see him smile to see my older brother smile , a smile full of fondness and joy"
"my family was incomplete and their smiles was lost " pharm lowered his voice
"should I be happy that I found one of the person I should find or be hurt that all this time it was team.........................what should I do? " pharm asked
"pharm, let team tell his reason "Dean softly said
"I know........... I know I need to listen........but I can't it's too much pain "pharm whispered in sobs
"p-p'dean........... What do i feel? " pharm ask
"how am I suppose to react? "
"am I mad, glad, sad?"
"Phi.........im so confused"
"finding him was a mission for me but it felt a dagger in my heart knowing its team " pharm cried
"i will be forever grateful for team on what he did when we lost our dad, he became a guide, he was a way too make my mother smile ............he encouraged us to be strong............but it's hard to accept the truth..........the truth that the one who we always trust was the person that is the reason i lost my dad" pharm whisper as he shivers while crying
"how can i be grateful now knowing reality ..............when i see him that scene replayed..........the memmories i tried to burry in the ground keeps showing up as i see team's face" pharm's voice cracked
"i remember the body of my dad,the tears , how scared i was and how sad i am when i saw my dad dying..................his last words keep replaying to find them ...........the pain that always come back whenever i remember that team was that one ,his with us through all yet his.........his the one i've been trying to find " pharm cant help but cry
