What If I Told You That I Like You

The First Encounter

As I stepped out of the grocery store I continued to stare blankly at the pavement up until the point where something seemed to purposefully block my way causing me to come to a hault.

Looking up my [E/C] eyes come in contact with these immersive brown eyes. After a moment I had realised that must be the same man who bought Japanese yen to the supermarket.

As he was blocking my way his eyed wondered from left to right. It felt like was trying to analyse everything that he could see in front of slender body.

After a moment of silence his shoulders seemed to relax and his mouth line curved upwards.

"I'm sorry miss for blocking your way it's just that your dazzling beauty has been radiating ever since I saw you inside that store picking out them fine bandages" *his slim fingers pointed towards the pack of bandages which I gently held in my hands as if they were the most precious object to me.

Awkwardly I tried to respond back to the tall stranger "Ah haha yeah I need them for something..."

Then as I was about to take the step to walk away he swiftly moved into a different position to make his eyes match with my eye level. The smile is expressed as he froze in that position reminded me of a school boy.

"Ah do I know you? I need to get going..." I quietly spoke out those words feeling awkward not knowing how I should act in this station. Its not every day you have a random stranger act like this.

I once again attempted to walk away but before I could get far enough I heard him speak out again.

"You almost got me thinking that we could commit a double suicide"

I froze.

Those words! They sound like something Dazai would say from Bungo Stray Dogs! What am I hearing? Maybe I misheard what he said?!

I swiftly turn back around this time I was the one who analysed him before I spoke out "what did you just say??"

My tone of voice this time was clear as day. I wasn't speaking quietly anymore as I was determined to make sure that I got the answer that I wanted.

He moved his slender hands into the pockets of his coat as he stood and watched me from afar before smiling yet again and speaking out the phrase whoch I never thought I would hear outside of my anime "You seem perfect for a double suicide!~"

I...I was stunned.

Who is he? He wasn't wearing anything resembling the clothes Dazai would wear in the show. He wore a cheap oversized white shirt with tacky blue jeans, a black wool scarf and a coal black coat covering up every inch of where the arms would be.

This isn't Dazai then why would he mention double suicide to me? Then again now that I have analysed him properly. His hair did seem to resemble Dazai's hair with bangs framing the sides of his face with some covering the centre of his forehead.

The colour of his hair being a deep luxurious brown colour with slightly wavey ends.

His eyes seem to glee at the word 'suicide'...maybe? No no he probably just a lunatic or something? How could he be Dazai! As much I love him he is fictional.

Those words do make my heart sink into the deep ends of my body whenever I think of them. Although I would love him to be real.

"Well I'll get going now!" I ended up speed walking away from the stranger as I was mentally conflicting with my thoughts. The stranger resembled Dazai but he can't be real he just can't be.

I got back into my soft undone bed thinking about every moment that I had with that mysterious man. I've never had anyone say the words 'double suicide' to me.

'Double Suicide'...its all that I wish to hear from someone ever since I started watching Bungo Stray Dogs back in June last year. Just imagine double suicide with a handsome man >~<

*ping*

"[Y/N]! You forgot to call me!" Oh yeah I forgot to call her it was Nicole. I promised to call her after my trip to the grocery store.

*ring ring*

"Hola mi amiga!" I spoke to Nicole for several hours explaining to her who I saw today and I told her about my conflicting thoughts. She told me that it could have been Dazai and I should have said something instead of just walking away. Maybe she is right? If it's not him could this be the one who I've been waiting for? *sigh* "But Nicole how will I find him now..."