I take one for now. I hope it helps. it probably will not but worth a try I guess. I finally get to my room. DO IT. DO ITI heard the voices say as I look at the razor in my hand. DO IT CUT YOURSELF. THEY DON'T CARE AT ALL.
I run to get toilet paper. I put it on the floor. I roll up my selves and see scars for 4 months. I began to cut my wrists. I had about 4 cuts on each wrist. The blood was dripping fast. Luckily I had some plaster nearby. God, I look at the time it is 3:30 am. I think we had something happening tomorrow with techno, Phil, Wilbur, Tommy and tubbo. I was hardly listening to what Dream said yesterday.
//Dreams POV//
I think I should tell George about what sapnap did. I walk to George's door and stand there just thinking. What if sapnap is mad at me for thinking about telling George. I start to cry.
//George POV//
I get up from my pc and walk to the door. I hear some small cries behind the door. I open it to find dream on the floor I go and sit with him and he acts like he was fine. I smiled at him to let him know I was here for him. We just stay there hugging for an hour.
(Time skip where they are packing for their trip :) )
// Dream's POV//
I look down at my suitcases full of
5 Pairs of tops
4 shorts
6 boxers
And other things that will come in handy.
I walk out of my room and knock on sapnap' s door and George's too.
They both are done finally. We walk downstairs and got to the car. I was driving because it would worry me because of what happened.
// Sapnap's POV //
As soon as dream started the car I could feel like my stomach was going to explode. I haven't eaten in 4 days. DO YOU THINK THEY CARE IF YOU'RE OR NOT. STUPID LONELY BITCH
I start to feel like I was having a panic attack. '
G-g-George h-help ' I said pulling on his arm
'What sapnap? Oh okay look at me and match my breathing okay
One...
Two...
Three...'
'Thank you George ' I said while lying on his shoulder.
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water - sapnap sad story
Fanfiction//warning// ~ suicidal actions ~ death ~ suicidal thoughts ~drugs ~ guns ~ eating disorder //Sorry if I missed some . please don't read if you can not handle these. this has nothing to do with sapnaps personal life. it is just a sad story .//
