I woke up and see George next to me which was funny. God, I could smell the food. I tried to get up without waking George up but he woke up.
'Sorry gogy ' I said with a smile.
He walk out of the room so I could get dressed. I look at myself in the mirror. all I could see was my ribs poking out of my skin. I walk into the kitchen. I was feeling sick due to the horrible smell of food. George had me my food.
'Thanks for the food ' I said with a smile.
George smiled back at me. I took some small bits of the pancake. I got up and rushed to the bathroom and lean over the toilet and stuck my finger down my throat. Next thing you know I was sick. It looked horrible but I love the feeling. I walk back out. I saw George talk with the others I hear dream say something about swimming in the river. Dream asks if I would like to come. I said 'yes' trying not to worry everyone.
We walk to the river. It was calming the voices down. Dream, Phil, Wilbur, tubbo and Tommy all jumped in. I saw George just sitting near the river. I walk over to him and sit there.
'Sapnap do you ever think it was my fault .' He said as he cried
'Oh god no. It's not your fault.' I said as he continued to cry.
I walk back to the van and call dream. But it when straight to voicemail.
'Hey, dream it's me. I know we got her about 2 weeks ago but I need to go home. I'm taking the car. see you soon. Bye,' I hung up and started to get into the car.
//George's POV//
Sapnap left me to get back to the van. I didn't wanna go in the water. they would know I was cutting. Next thing I know dreams phone started beeping. I looked to see what it was
Sapnap sent a voicemail?
I listened to it.
Hey, dream it's me. I know we got her about 2 weeks ago but I need to go home. I'm taking the car .see you soon. Bye,' I hung up and started to get into the car.
' DREAM COME NOW PLEASE. H-HE'S GONE ' I said as I cried.
This was the dream fear of someone driving because of the accident with my sister. She and 'her' dream were dating back then. She was driving come see us and she got in a crash and died. I wish it was me who was driving. I snapped out of my thoughts.
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water - sapnap sad story
Fanfic//warning// ~ suicidal actions ~ death ~ suicidal thoughts ~drugs ~ guns ~ eating disorder //Sorry if I missed some . please don't read if you can not handle these. this has nothing to do with sapnaps personal life. it is just a sad story .//
