//SAPNAP'S POV//
'SAPNAP WAKE UP. WE ARE HERE!' George said shaking me.
'Okay George ' I say rubbing my eyes.
I got out of the car to see a lovely blue sky and nice green grass. I sit down on the grass but the next thing I know I see tubbo laying next to me. He was telling me about the sun or something to think about. I zoned out thinking about what if I killed myself? Would they care?
'Sapnap? SAPNAP? You there ?' Tubbo said with a bit of worry in his voice
'Hey, tubbo. Sorry, I zoned out sorry. ' I said still laying down. I see out the corner of my eye
tubbo get up a mutter something but I just sake it ofWHAT IF HE THINKS YOU ARE FAT? HE PROBABLY WANTS YOU TO DIE.
'GEORGE. GEORGE .' I say looking around. I hear someone run over and hug me. Say 'it's all right. ' I think I was George but I couldn't tell. My vision is all blurry. He led me to the van where we were going to stay in.
I wake you in a bed my sleeves rolled up. SHIT.
GEORGE KNOWS HE IS GOING TO TELL EVERYONE. KILL YOURSELF.
I walk in to dream' s room because I know he doesn't go anywhere without a gun. I got the gun and ran to the bathroom and stood there looking at myself in the mirror.
'God, why do I look so fat and ugly.'
I put the gun up to my head and I hear the door open
'SHIT!'
'SA-SAPNAP. WHAT ARE YOU DOING. PLEASE DON'T. I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH TO LOSE YOU. ' George said as he was crying. He shouted for dream
Of course, dream came running as fast as possible. Everyone was there all looking at me. I look down 'SHIT ' I had no top on .the cuts were showing...
See look what you've done. You made everyone worried. Now they for sure hate you.
I drop the gun and walk to my room. My plans had been ruined they know.
I look up and see George standing there with my top. I put it on he walked over to the end of my bed and pulled me into a hug. My eyes are starting to get tired.
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water - sapnap sad story
Fanfiction//warning// ~ suicidal actions ~ death ~ suicidal thoughts ~drugs ~ guns ~ eating disorder //Sorry if I missed some . please don't read if you can not handle these. this has nothing to do with sapnaps personal life. it is just a sad story .//
