The vampires princess

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I hate life every single day I ask myself why do I bother staying alive. what's the point in life?.

I have tried ending my life countless times each time I'm somehow saved. by someone I've asked everyone who this person was all they said was that 'I don't know' or the best one yet 'I don't remember'

I'm Athena Phoenix I'm a 17 year old girl and like every seventeen year old I go to high school both of my parents died when I was 6 and I live with my uncle jo well lived he's never home anymore and when he is I'm usually his punching bag.

the good news is that I haven't seen him in over a year for all I care about he could be dead. he was an alcoholic and an abusive douche bag. whenever he was here he never failed to remind me that I was a mistake and it was all my fault that my parents died. yes I did feel guilty about their death but they were also abusive to me more than my uncle.

my parents used to keep me locked in the basement full of guys every week. I think ya'll can guess what happened I was 6 when I first got beaten till you could barely recognize me. they experimented their torture methods on me. It was hell it went down for 6 months before my parents and all those guys died I wouldn't have been able to handle an entire year

the memories from those six months keep repeating in my head and I cant handle it anymore. I let out a shaky breath and get up from bed grabbing my headphones and plugging it into my iPhone. I walk over to my closet taking out a black fluffy jacket and a pair of black boots

I make my way down stairs opening a small cupboard and pulling out my car keys and my credit card. I walk over to the front door slowly stepping outside and inhaling the fresh air. I was walking over to my car before stopping dead on my tracks.

I was being watched again.

for the past year I've been feeling like I'm being watched at first I shrugged it off not thinking much of it but then I noticed that the feeling of being watched disappeared when I got upstairs. I even moved my room upstairs. I've tried talking to the police about it but all they said was that and I quote ' your a teenager how would you know you're being watched now go away I have more important stuff to do' I never went back to that station ever again in fact I kept quite.

what's the worst that could happen. if they kill me they would do me and the entire world a favor I am a waste of space after all aren't I.

I get in my car and start the engine I pushed on the gas pedal. the school that I go to is 30 minutes away from here. I sigh suddenly getting a headache I closed my eyes for 2 seconds before opening them to see a guy just standing there dressed in a tux. I immediately press on the breaks and put my car on park before stepping out of the car and running to his side thankfully I didn't hit him but I almost did.

"I'm so sorry sir are you alright does anything hurt" I asked with a worried tone

I touched his arm trying to examine him for any injuries but felt something weird. I look up at him to see him already looking down at me I blush before turning my head to the side hoping he didn't see me blush.

"I'm alright sweetheart" he says touching my hand I flinch making him look down at me with hurt.

"if nothing's wrong I'm leaving" I say suddenly feeling bad about being so blunt I walk over to my car without giving him a glance.

as soon as I get in my car I bang my head on the steering wheel my eyes welling up with tears for absolutely no reason. I look at my phone shit I'm late for school and there's still 20 minutes till I can get there.

I push on the gas pedal going faster. I cant be late the school will call my uncle and if he does respond he'll be hella mad and I don't even want to think of what he would do last time the school called him cause I missed first period, he locked me up in the basement and didn't give me any food just water for 2 weeks straight.