Before our little tour, I didn't know much about Sean and Isaiah. I discovered Sean's family had money, which explained why we could afford to go '"on the road." It explained a lot.
Courtesy of Sean's family, we leased a van that held our equipment. Sean and Isaiah drove in the van while Memphis and Levi drove with me in my car. We each took turns driving.
Upon entering the hotel room in New York City, I ran to the bed and jumped on it like a little kid. Levi stood at the door, laughing. I stopped jumping for a second to take off my shirt. I threw it at Levi.
"Are you sure you wanna room with me?" I asked, standing on top of the bed. I wiggled out of my jeans and kicked them off.
"Oh, yeah, I'm sure," he said, undressing on his way to the bed. He reached for my legs and pulled me down, throwing me on my back. "We're going to have lots of fun."
So far I was having fun, and we'd only been in New York for a few minutes.
But there were other things on my mind, too.
"I need a new playlist," I said as Levi kissed my neck, my legs wrapped around his body. "Seriously, Levi. What do I do without a playlist? You told me you'd help me."
"Yes, I did," he answered, making his way down my body.
"What should I put on my list?" I asked, enjoying his lips on my chest.
"We can talk about it later."
"I was thinking Bring it on Home to Me. That's one of my favorite songs. I wish you'd do a duet with me... like on stage. Oh, my God, Levi, that's so good." He circled my cock with his tongue. "I think we're going out with everyone in a few minutes."
"Yes, a few minutes. We have time."
I sighed, enjoying whatever Levi was doing down there. "I'm already having fun."
Levi was a fast worker—maybe because we were pressed for time—and knelt upright, pushing inside me. I loved it. He slid back up my body so his face was directly above mine.
"I think I've fallen in love with you," I said, holding Levi's face.
"Yeah, me too." I brought my arms around him as he kissed my lips.
As we made love, Sean pounded on our door, almost ruining our good mood. "Hurry up in there! Some of us are hungry."
"We're coming," Levi said as I moaned against his neck, clawing his back.
So far I had no regrets, knowing I made the right decision.
Although we played in small clubs, they were jam packed. By now I'd grown accustomed to performing on stage and looked forward to it. In fact, I got off on it, especially when the clubs overflowed. Our fan-base grew over time. I loved every minute of it. We'd perform until midnight, then we'd all celebrate, partying until two or three in the morning. I was never much of a drinker, but I'd gotten used to it. I ignored the fact that my medication and alcohol didn't mix well.
When Memphis drank, she tended to spill her guts, and she'd spill her guts to me. Drawn to me, she'd often confide in me. As we leaned against the bar, she went on and on about her mental health history. It turned out it wasn't nearly as bad as mine, but it was still significant. I was going to say impressive, but there was nothing impressive about mental illness.
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A Song for Ezra (ONC 2021)(manxman)✅
Fiction généraleONC 2021 SHORTLISTER. An orphan at ten years old, Ezra Green spends the next fifteen years guilt-stricken and yearning to be with his parents again. In addition to the guilt and sense of abandonment, a mental health disorder affects his life in a w...