Selfies

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Selfies.

We want to see ourselves
see ourselves
because we're afraid that nobody else will
ever want to capture us 
in a CAMERA flash- so we take our own pictures. 

Click. Our front camera becomes 
the one minute we had hoped our fathers had for us
when he wasn't busy on that same phone, speaking,
not clicking. Without us.

Or it becomes the one minute we had hoped 
that our lovers would hold us
before they settled on to someone
with more likes,
more comments,
more friends,
more happiness...
than we could ever wait for. 

We are impatient 
like the frequency of DATA on our profiles:
here are our feelings now... here 
are our feelings again, five minutes later,
performing for social algorithms 
in place of photographers
besides ourselves who
see ourselves.

But our ignited pixels,
and overstuffed inboxes,
and glittering timelines,
and social everything-

are popularity contests
that all of us are losing.

Yet still we want to see ourselves
see ourselves
even though we are afraid
of what we know is true...

...Because what difference 
is a poem to a tweet
besides the number of characters
that we wish we had to populate our own stories?

Please let us be different, 
just like everyone else.

A/n if you guys like it thank kylee pool also known as loubears-boobear for telling me to write about selfies

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