Et Serpens album

Part 16

  Vivienne woke up on Christmas eve she stretched out and yawned like a pampered house cat. Her hair dark hair fanned out looking wild and untamed. She crawled out of the bed, smoothing out her nightdress the long-sleeved cotton dress is what she used to keep warm with a multitude of warming charms to not wake up with hypothermia. She had opened her many gifts but one caught her eyes, a parcel of an emerald green sweater with V on it. She wonders who it from when she sees a note saying from Molly Weasley, Ron's mother. She made a mental note to thank her later. 

There was another parcel she opened it a shinny shimmering  cloth she held it up it was strange to touch and she deduced "An invisibility cloak?" She put it on and looked in Pansy's vanity mirror her body was completely gone, she could tell it was very good quality. There wasn't any note attached. She smiled, she wanted to cry she was lonely, so lonely. she laid in bed and fell asleep. 

she got up again how late did I sleep, her stomach growled and the place was dark there was a note on her chest and an eagle standing over her she pulled out her wand from her case, "Lumos," she said softly and opened the letter it was from Delphini. Vivienne sighed as she read the letter.

Dear Sister,

Why have you not written to me all year, you have been avoiding me on Christmas?

I have gotten you a new pair of Diamond earrings but won't give them to you if you don't send us a lengthy apology and stop talking to the undignified company you have at Hogwarts. Lucius and Narcissa have been most upset as of late by your actions. 

your disappointed Sister 

Delphini Lestrange

Vivienne crushed the paper and thrown on the wall.  She realized that she slept through Christmas she started to cry she had not received a hug or a merry Christmas. She wanted to cry to Neville but she would be caught dead before she let them see her crying. 

I am Pathetic 

She had no right to bother Neville on his Christmas besides she has is crying over nothing, 

Selfish, I am selfish

She keeps things to herself in her friendship, she does nothing but watches, she is powerless to help she stood and watch Neville fall, she was powerless

Neville and Ron could have been killed right under her nose she was powerless to stop it.

A weakling was powerless to stop anything\

She wants to be loved she wants to love but what makes her deserving of love 

Weaklings don't deserve love 

Yes I am loved, they love me 

By who? 

Neville

Molly Weasley 

Ron 

Hermione 

Voldermort 

THEY ALL LOVE ME!

 Liar

Vivienne woke up she was crying it was a dream she opened the curtains it was still dark she got out of the bed frazzled by what just happened. She puts on the invisibility cloak, she wanted to take a walk she didn't want to go to the bed she felt liberated by the fact she can walkabout without getting in trouble. She walked out of the Slytherin common room into the hall she walked to the library she walked into the dark and eery room. She had used Lumos on her wand so it looks like a floating light.