The Best and The Worst of Me

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You wouldn't understand what its like to be me..

You couldn't understand all I want to be...

You shouldn't look toward the future...

A future with me...

A future without me...

Is better for you...

Is better for everyone...

I lay awake at night...

I lay awake in the daylight...

Trying to fight off the demons in my head...

Trying to fight off the evil that surrounds me instead...

Instead of telling anyone my secrets...

Instead of letting anyone know my regrets...

I guess I've fallen short of happiness...

I guess I've fallen short of joyfulness...

Now I'm stuck in a black hole...

Now I don't have anywhere I could go...

I'm lost in the forever hurt of loneliness...

I'm lost in the forever hurt of sadness...

You're better off without me...

You're better off forgetting me...

I'm done anyway...

I'm gone anyway...

I'm dead anyway...

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