The Best and The Worst of Me

Trying

Trying

There's only one thing I need to say

And its that I'm trying

Trying to forget all of the amazing memories between us

I can't understand how you've let it all go its unjust

I really loved you

And I think I still do

I told you to get over me and you tried

And now its me who has to sit here and cry

I can't control you

No matter how much I try to

I got you over me

And now I see how much harder it will be

For me to do the same.

I thought I was over you

But I've found out that I manipulated my emotions and this is new

Crying, laying in the floor

You've got my heart

I hope you're smart

And don't lose it...

I haven't lost yours

And now the emotions bore

Into my head

Leave me wanting to be dead.

I'm not over you

I realize this now

You're with her and I'm still alone

The things to you I've shown

The scars sink in

The crimson lines on my skin

We spent a lot of time together

And I wish you wouldn't have met her

But you did and I want you to know

I am happy for you, so

I'm going to leave

You're better off without me.

Goodbye my love

The sky above

is calling

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