The Best and The Worst of Me

Tears

Tears

Sitting here crying

Just feeling like dying

Thinking too much, regretting

Everything just setting

The world crumbling below my feet

I never want to eat

Feeling like I'm falling down.

Into the deep sea that I now drown in

No way I'm going to find anything

There is nothing

I wasn't supposed to feel like this

I'm like a fish out of water

It feels like nothing really matters

School, friends, family

I just try to keep everyone from my mentality.

This depression is taking its tole

It hurts to play my role

A wonderful actress

Faking a smile and every laugh

Silently screaming, my emotions scratch

There is nothing left of me

But it feels like no one sees me

The way I walk down the hall

Head down, not standing tall

My earbuds in, blocking the world out

No one notices the pain that my eyes show

The way they all believe when I say

I'm okay

It hurts a lot

The way I've fought the feelings

I always try to keep my emotions sealed up

I just want to sleep

But everything seems to keep me up

Pull the covers over my head

Hope to god I wake up dead

No one will notice I'm gone

They won't sing my song

And that's okay

Because I'm just here to say

This is my day

I'll see you in the next life

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