A BounPrem Fanfic: MONOMANIAC

8. Love to Give

Maturity rating
18+ for sexual content and dialogue

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It was a mess. The first second Boun and Prem arrived in Prem's condo, their desire took the lead. Boun pushed Prem to the wall and kissed the younger man on the lips. His tongue invaded Prem's mouth as if it had longed for Prem for years.

The heavy breath they exhaled only burnt their lust more. In a room full of air cooling, they were soaked in sweat. Boun's white shirt started showing his lean body because of the dampness while his hand rolled up Prem's black shirt and took it off.

Prem, gently, put a stop at Boun who was losing his mind. "Wait, I have things to ask."

"Umm." Boun nodded.

"Have we ever did this?"

"Huh? Kissing?"

"No," Prem blushed. "The other thing..." He mumbled, unsure if he must say it.

"What?" Boun was impatient. "Sex?"

...

"Ah, right. You forgot everything we've done after we are officially in relationship." Boun pulled himself back. "I'm sorry. Let's take it slowly."

"No," Prem grabbed Boun's wrist, kept him close. "I want to know what we normally did as boyfriends. Those moments, everything in these 2 years, that I forget, help me to remember them."

Boun smiled. "I've heard that you go to therapist, expecting your memory to comeback. Is that not impactful?"

Prem nodded. "Not yet, but I will keep trying."

Boun messed Prem's hair up. "I did not mean to push you away nor press you hard."

"I know."

...

"Do you remember..." Boun askes, breaking the awkwardness between them. "...how to kiss me?"

Prem was stunned for a second before smiling, "I don't, but I will try."

Boun laughed as Prem pulled him into embrace. "You don't remember anything," Boun pretended to complain as he was hugged.

"But I do remember I love to hug you, BB," Prem tightened his arms around Boun.

Boun stopped laughing. He took a deep breath before finally being released by Prem. "You want to try, you say?"

"Umm," Prem admitted.

"Kissing..." Boun brushed Prem's lips with his thumb gently. His voice softened, almost whispering.

Prem blinked in slow motion, looking at Boun's face at the close distance. "Everything," Prem said. "I want to try everything."

Boun chuckled. "Let's see what you can do in a night."

"Aw," Prem was taken aback. "Do you underestimate me?"

"I told you the truth that you don't know what you are capable," Boun replied. He, then, pinched Prem's cheeks. "But I know."

Prem narrowed his eyes in suspicion, Boun smiled widely, his eyes making crescent moon shape. "P'Boun..."

"Hmm?"

"May I ask to be kissed first?"

Boun nodded many times in a few seconds and pressed his lips on Prem's. At the beginning, Boun was trying to take it easy until Prem pushed him to sofa and Prem sitting on his lap, taking control.