In a game where chances of winning are low, will you still take the risk?
Words unspoken, missed chances and mistaken intentions killed our hopes through single misinterpretation for clarity never meet or satisfied the expectation.
Silence took quite long, so I should interpret my silence in most convenient way for you to convey my inner sentiment.
I have been silent with hopes that you’ll realize you are coward.
I have been silent for we are completely lost in labyrinths of uncertainty.
I stayed quiet to think if this battle is worth the fight.
You have been so confident with my love that it leaves you nothing to hold back, so I plot conflicts to see what you’ll do that in the end I felt so disappointed. You became so comfortable with my silence that you never ask whys and hows.
I choose to be distant so that you can take extra step. A leap of courage to win over your fear of commitment, to make sound decision to finally label this special feeling we have in common. An extra- mile to meet me half way, for I am always in the long wait and in the end of every road you chose to take.
Until, I felt exhausted of the waiting so I choose to be silent for as long as I can bear. The right words are too heavy to spill, inks are quite expensive to write down words you needed to know and only deafening silence could take the madness away.
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Corruscating Uncertainty
PoetryFor you, my everyglow. May you find the answer to your numbered queries, corruscate uncertainty amid this vast and horid darkness.