ok this cant just b me but in my head i look like some weird animal creature hybrid person thing which is like not possible to look like in reality which sucks and makes life so much harder lmao cause in my head i imagine me and im like oh yea i look good i feel comfy with me and my gender identity but then i actualy see me and im like fuck,,,wat is this???why do t i look like how i feel and why dont any gender feel right??? grrr its so annoying