Story Of My Life

Chapter 28- First Show....Or maybe not.

Hey lovelies, I did say when I updated Darkened that I was going to update this story included my other ones. I really was going too. But other things happened. On Wednesday I got a nasty cough and influenza symptoms. So I stayed home today and yesterday. When to the doctors today.. got influenza. Yippe. How lucky I am😐 so that's why I've been m.i.a. from updating. But I'm here now..Here's chapter 28. Enjoy!

Liam's POV

Scrambling around the bus making sure I packed a fun filled keep occupied bag for my little distraught Genie. Last night was a bloody mess. She couldn't of seen mom.. She's dead. She's dead, right? Someone needs to give me reassurance that she's dead.
Okay, I know that sounds cruel and all but I don't think I could live through another screaming, awake all night, crying Genevieve; plus for myself. I became a mess, honestly. I felt like my world collapsed. Can you imagine losing your thought to be deceased mom again? Horrid. It would be absolutely horrendous.
Zipping up the backpack I hoist it over my shoulder. Grabbing my phone from the charger I met the lads out front. Genies with Lou at the moment. I couldn't calm her down, she kept crying and sa- well you know what happened.
"Ready?"
"I'm pretty sure." I say, letting out a huff of breathe.
"Who's ready for our first show of the tour?" Nialls straight teeth show off into a full out smile.
I simply nod and smile.
"I need to go get Genie before Lou gets angry or bored which one ever goes first." I say as I hustle off the bus and onto the other one.
Stepping on I see Lou sitting at the table with Paul.
"Where's Gen?" I ask, slightly panicking on the inside since I can't visibly see her.
"Don't you worry you pretty little mind..." Lou says with a small laugh. "She's in the back sleeping. Tough night the wee girl had."
Did I forget to mention I didn't bring Genie back with me. Ya, ya. I can see you guys silently judging me for doing such a thing in a time where my little sister needed me. You guys would probably do the same thing; at like 4 a.m being woke up, scared and not seeing you sibling beside you or any where on the bus. Then you find her outside crying and screaming. We were out there for over an hour. An hour! No luck with calming her down. I just said I had enough and couldn't deal with it anymore, that I was going back to bed. Somebody else could deal with her. I know, I know, how cruel of me. It is a little cruel. Does it help that I couldn't go back to sleep? I tossed and turned for the rest of the night. No? Well, shit. I don't know how to make up to you guys. Wait.....Why would I have to make it up to you?
I made my own decision and I thought she needed a night away from me. So go ahead judge me with your beady eyes and frowny lips. I'm a good brother. I'm just under some stress that's all.
"There she is. See, Liam I don't know what you were worried about, she's fine. You do realize I have a kid of my own, right?"
"Thanks, Lou." I express, walking over to the sleeping lass. Lifting her up and making sure her head is nestled nicely against my neck, I turn towards Lou. "And no I didn't forget. Where is Lux?" I ask.
Lou's eyes glaze over with sadness.
"She's with Tom, they're visiting his parents for a couple months." She explains.
"Oh."
What? That's all I could think of to say. Don't hate the player, hate the game.
Woah... where did that come from?
Man I did lose some hours of sleep but I don't think I lost that much.
"See you in a few." I say with a wave of my hand as I hustle off the bus.
I'm late! Late for rehearsals. Shit. Oh god, not a good way to start the tour. Samuels not gonna be a happy lad.
Bustling into the stadium, my pace picks up to a slight jog kind of sprint. Hoisting the backpack and squirming Genevieve. Running down the isle I see all the lads and Sam waiting.
"I'm here! I'm here!" I shout as I stop to catch my breathe. Calmly walking to the front row I gently set Genie in the seat. Her eyes are half open, she snuggles up and goes back to sleep. Going up the stairs onto the stage I face an angry Sam.
"Sam, I'm so sorry." I apologize.
"Is she gonna be a problem throughout this whole tour?" He ask, jutting his thumb at my sleeping sibling.
"What?" My voice rises in shock.
"I asked is she gonna be a problem?"
"Sam, what the fuck man?"
My temperature begins to rise. Oh whoops I meant my god damn anger is fucking rising to boiling point.
"Don't what the fuck me, Liam. You're late. I don't get paid to wait for you to come running in 10 minutes late with you sister." He says as his finger hits my chest.
Swatting his prissy finger away I take a large breathe.
"Well, excuussseee me, Sam." I shout with my hands waving everywhere. "Pardon me if I have a responsibility now. Pardon me if I was caught up talking about Genie to Lou. Is it that much of a crime?" I shout in disgust and rage.
"Yes, it is actually a huge crime of my time." He spits back.
"What pardon me Mister prissy fucking pants." My hands clamp over my ears as a major headache comes along.
"Say you're sorry." Sam demands.
Who does this guy think is he?
My head begins to pound like someone's repeatedly smashing my head between a fridge door.
"Sam back off!" Someone shouts.
Looking up from the ground, everything begins to spin. My body begins to feel light. Kneels buckle from underneath me and I'm soon on the floor watching the lads rush over to me in a frantic frenzy.
"Liam!" They all begin to shout at different times.
I let my eyes close.

Opening my eyes I take in my surroundings. No white walls, no beeping sound, and no hospital.
"Zayn, he's awake. Contact Paul."
People surround me.
"Where am I?" I ask, confused of where I am.
"You're backstage laying on the couch." Harry answers.
"What happened?" I ask, clutching my head.
(A/N how cliche of me. What? Everybody loves a good what happened.)
"You fainted."
"Oh.." I say. "Wheres Genevieve?" I ask, jolting up.
"Hey, hey. Take it easy." Zayn says as he pushes me back down by my shoulders. "She's fine. She woke up because of all the yelling."
"But.." I begin
"But what?"
"Where is she?" I ask once again.
"Oh right. She's with Niall and Louis along with Lou."
Letting out a breathe of relief I laid back down. The door opens, looking over I see a doctor and Paul walk in.
"Oh good, you awake. I was worried." Paul says as his face shows relief.
"Wait.. did we miss the show?" I ask, my inside become jumbled with fear of letting an arena full of fans down.
"No, but we're rescheduling."
The doctor walks over to me and sets his bag down. Kneeling in front of me he looks at me.
"Looking a bit pale, cheeks a bit flushed." He mumbles off things that I'm guessing are obvious.
"So what's wrong with him? Will he be okay to perform in a couple days?" Paul asks.
He takes out an instrument that takes my blood pressure. (A/N don't know what the thing is called that takes the blood pressure. I'm not a doctor, so yeah..) It tightens around my arm and then releases pressure.
"Blood pressure a little high..Are you or have you been stressed lately?" He asks putting it away.
"Yes..Why?" I ask, confused by his question.
"You're stress got too much so your brain shut down."
I say there, my mind reeling with everything that has happened In the past months. 2 deaths = dead parents. Genevieve's fear of water and being left. My act of clumsy and anger. Her running away. Her tantrums and tears. Last nights incident. It's a lot to take in.
"Is does make sense, Liam. You haven't had any you time, any time to relax and be stress free." Zayn explains.
"You've gotten so stressed I swear you were gonna rip your just starting to grow hair out. I mean it's long enough to style now ." Harry exclaims with tons of enthusiasm.
"It's not that short, it's getting kind long." I state, as my fingers run through it self consciously.
"Just take It easy for a couple days and get plenty of rest." Doc instructs.
"Can do." I say as my head softly hits the pillow.
My body overcomes with fatigue.
"Want me to get Genie? Last time I heard she was having a tantrum asking where you were."
"Is she on the bus?"
"Yes?"
"Then I'll met here there. I could use a good ol' fashion snuggle from my Genie." I say as I lift myself off the couch.
Turning around as my hand rests on the door knob.
"What happens to Samuel?" I ask out of plain curiosity.
Woah.....slow down with the harsh comments, people. Just because curiosity shot the cat doesn't mean I don't know how to dodge a few bullets. I have skills.
"He's probably gonna get fired." Harry says with an uneasy laugh.
"There's nothing to be uneasy about, Harry the bastard deserves to get fired for what he pulled today."
Opening the door, I walk out.
Taking the way I came in. Grabbing Genies bag I left by the front row I sling it over my shoulder.
What a day it has been....so far.
I hope it only gets better from here. Key word is hope.

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Honestly I don't know how good that was but anyway, I'm off to bed. I think I overdid it today. Whoopsie😳 I feel like tomorrow's gonna be hell now.

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